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Arthur,

How do you think of the first day back to school? For me, it seemed like an easy, simple day. Funny, how I said this morning I felt great. It's because I've had enough of a long holiday and when I woke up, I wasn't really tired. Also, it was still dark outside, and I woke up with a "deja vu" feeling. Anyway, I hope my moodiness didn't bother you at all today. I'm just still unstable. While I was driving home afterschool, I feel that I'm not totally happy. I thought about stuff that happened between us. It felt as though we lost each other... 'felt as though I nearly lost a friendship' *teary* My worst fear is losing friendship cuz it is one of my top priorities in my life. In my heart, I know I still miss you and to keep what we have up to this point. But in my mind, I feel we should be just friends with each other until things are settled. We will still see each other only at school, as what you said. I dunno if we are still considered bf and gf... You probably still feel that way towards me. Our relationship doesn't seem official anymore, does it? If anyone asks, we say we are just friends. I like to keep an unknown relationship. Until we are over with school, we'll see what happens.

OK, that's that! I hope I'm not making you feel bad or anything...

See you,
Jen

silverwing@bc.sympatico.ca