I Don't Understand
how can i be so scared
i'm shaking with each beat of my heart
how can i explain to you these lies
i don't have a clue where to start
i can't let go of the past
like i shouldn't bother to try
the things i said and did back then
i can't begin to tell you why
what caused me to do the things i did
my reasons are few and far between
the drugs the drinks the sex the hate
the things said that of course i didn't mean
if my life were to continue down this path
my life would surely end too quick
regrets from things long past
but this life was mine to pick
the only thing i could ever want
is to go back and change the past
but since i cannot do that
i have to wait - this just can't last
i can change, i can learn to love again
i can learn to put the past behind me
maybe then i'll be forgiven
the world is full of happiness to see
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