Well Phantom, ya made the front page!
Dear Phantom,
I have read your posts and can see why this may be offensive
to outsiders. Because that's what they are- outsiders. And please
don't complain about us holding ourselves above other people.
We've been the bottom our whole fucking lives. I was the last kid
picked all the time. I was the one who was picked on for being
fat. You know what? I was even fucking urinated on. You can bet
your ass Im bitter. Now, if you'll take the time to sort through
the posts and maybe even read the guestbook, you will see who
exactly came to who. Noyes came to us. And Im betting that YOU
are noyes. When you come into an environment that you can see is
somewhat hostile with your fucking guns blazing, you're going to
be shot down. So fuck you.
And another thing- unoriginal? Unclever? Do you honestly
believe that I'm going to have my opinions and standpoints
altered by you? Its funny to us. We aren't here to get your
approval or acceptance. We try to make eachother laugh because
let's face it- we ARE the fucking weak and the unnacceptable. So
we're going to lash out. And we're going to offend. Don't even
start on lecturing me about "cleverness" or "originality". You
can fuck your originality, we emulate the things we enjoy. Its
human nature. And cleverness? We all think that we're clever.
What is so wrong with that? With enjoying the things that we all
put on the plate, and thinking to ourselves "touche!" and even
thinking of ourselves as witty? Don't fucking complain because we
don't live up to your standards. Don't fight hypocrasy with
hypocrasy. Come back when you have something legitimate to say.
The people in the crazy clowns couldn't be in the
buttercupgang simply because they weren't people we liked. We're
an organization of friends, so why should we allow people in if
they aren't our friends? I'll have you know that every day i eat
lunch with Josh Chinn, Brandon Lavin, and Ryan Stanyon. And I
like them. Don't say that I hold myself above them.
So go ahead. Reply. Tell me I'm lashing out, because you
know what? I am lashing out. Are you telling me that my
dissidence is wrong? It's wrong to be unhappy and spiteful
because all you ever do and deal with turns to shit? I'd really
like to hear you tell me that I'm a hypocrite and that I'm
hurting people's feelings. Because its true. And you know what's
worse? I don't fucking care.
Love always,
-Matt
6/11/01
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