gettin more drunk as the weekends go by... more and more
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Pink Floyd
Got Drunk... Again. Friday and Saturday. I love getting drunk more than anything in the world. I figured if i go to kyles every weekend, i'll be getting drunk every weekend, and i wont be messing with coke, and i'll hardley be smoking. So go me, maybe my body and lungs will go back to normal, haha, yeah right. I Still smoke my cigarettes, so my lungs are never going back to normal. Now i got my liver to mess up.... damn. HAHA. A lot of drama is going on still with Kyle i kinda messed up on friday, i need to talk to him. And Chris finally admitted to me that he liked me, go me! HAHA. Anwho this weekend should be fun.

paRTy tyME
Mood:  vegas lucky
SOOO i wasnt grounded this past weekend. WOOOT WOOOT!!!!! And being grounded for a month was all worth it. Friday Me and Raquel went to Kyles House and got hella drunk! It was FANTAZTIC that was one oe the best nights i have had in a loooong time. And yes, me and Kyle did hook up that night! When i say HOOK UP i mean HOOK UP, all the way. I have been waiting for that day for so long, i did not expect it ever to happen though. The day after it happened i was completly still in shock, i still am when i do think about it. Holy S*** i had sex with Kyle Moore! EEEEEEEEEEEk! And i got wired Saterday, I love it. AH! Lacy's coming down this weekend, we're gonna get soo beyond baked. Can't wait. Oh yeah i love Chris now then ever, he makes me so happy. And im not a little kid when they say they love two people or whatever. I love Chris and the reason i did what i did friday is cuz i know Chris is doing his own thing too. And i finally know now that he does like me a lot, the way he acts towards me now, hes happier to see me. Gosh i love that boi!

I love being me
Mood:  chillin'
I miss being with Billy. I Just wish he'd come back to Seguin already. I so hope hes in town for halloween. I have so much to do for halloween. Ah the bells gonna ring more on this later...

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Mood:  a-ok
so i called Billy twice this last weekend, i miss him. I forgot about how much i liked him. I just wish he'd come back to Seguin, so we can... yeah you know. Anywho i got to go out Saturday, i hate hate hate hate being grounded so so so much. my parents need to calm down, they smoke weed too, whats so wrong with me doing it to. I just hope and mish with all my heart that they never ever find out that i do white, man if they find that out im dead for sure! Dammit i so hope i get to go out this weekend, theres this really big party going down friday, i better not be grounded. Ha! i sound like im actually going to do somethingif i am. Im lame and hungry, and i dont have any money, but what else is new. Schools okay but yeah im slacking off again. And i finally figured out what University im going to after ACC. Northwood University. Its a business school, which is perfect since i want to major in business. Its in Dallas too, which is cool because its still here in Texas. Dammit i want some white.