Ok, this is not my usual 1x2 sap instead itís angsty. So just R&R and tell me what you think General warnings apply such as Gundam doesnít belong to me. Also the song I used is called Shackled from Vertical Horizon. So enjoy.


Depthless Blue


Itís the end of the war, so why am I still with you? During the war, you and I had found comfort with each other but we both knew it was not going to last. So why are you still holding on to something that will only bring us sorrow in the end?

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For so long my lifeís been sewn up tight inside your hold

And it leaves me there without a place to call my own

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God knows, that Iíve tried several times to tell you that I no longer want to be here, where Iím chained down, following you where ever you go. Though every time I gaze into your cobalt depths, I see despair and lost hope. It hurts me to see you like this, even though I do not love you, I am your friend and always will be. Damn, me and my sense of compassion for those around me.

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And I know now what shadows can see

Thereís no point in running unless you run with me

Itís halfway through the open door

Before you cut me down. . .again. . .

I have never told you but now I know what I have to do.

So let me introduce you to the end.

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I struggle again to tell you today but some how my mouth doesnít want to produce the words. One glance at your eyes and Iím lost again. Why canít I just tell you and leave behind this worthless life behind.

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And I feel a cold wind blowing beneath my wings

It always leads me back to suffering

But I will soar until the wind whips me down

Leaves me beaten on unholy ground again

So tired now of paying back dues

I start out strong but then I always lose

Itís halfway before you leave me behind

Itís such a waste of time

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I know that to you I seem to be the only one that can pull you out of the void that you have fallen into but I am just as lost as you are. The only reason you never believed I was hurt had been because of my cheerful mask, but all things fade with time and itís time for my disguise to disappear.

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ĎCause my shackles you wonít be And my rapture you wonít believe And deep inside youíll bleed for me

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In my soul, I know that I will always love you in a special way but this is just a dream and nothing more. We were never meant to spend our lives together, canít you see it in the differences between us? Sure, right now everything is fine but I know as time goes on, this pretense of happiness will fade. Then all we will be left with is regret and fear. Is this fake happiness worth the future sorrow?

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So here I slave inside of a broken dream

Forever holding on to splitten seams

So take your piece and leave me alone to die

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This world is harsh and I will never be prepared for what it holds but I believe and that will be enough to guide me. You think that I depend on you to live and I did back in the war but now Iím strong and ready for my future. I just need to face my final test and that is to conquer those soulful eyes of yours. Always the depthless blue that keeps me chained.

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Donít need you to keep my faith alive

ĎCause I know now what trouble can be

And why it follows me so easily

Itís halfway through the open door

Before you shut me down. . .again

* * * * *

Tonight. I know itís time to tell you. My belongings are packed and Iím ready to face the world alone.

* * * * *

Let me introduce you to the end!

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You watch me from the stairs of our. . . your apartment as I drive down the street. Strangely, there are tears streaming down my face as you disappear from sight and for one moment, I think I can see them in your cobalt depths as well.

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Though you know you care. . .

My laughter you wonít hear

The faster I disappear

And time will burn your eyes to tears


Owari