Well...
Mood:  down
Now Playing: Hum of computer...
Topic: Terrible Day...
Grrrr...
Well I haven't updated in, what forever? Yea so Derick and I broke up last night. I am totally and completely torn in half. I love him so much... it was pretty sudden to. No input from me. And then he told me, "Good while you lasted..." That actually hurt me. Most of the time I don't take it to heart, but... god yea, that hurt.

And my sister went to college yesterday.
I lost my two very best friends in one day... the two people who care about me the most and who I care about the most. They are both gone...

Plus I left my retainer at a resturaunt today. But my mom and dad weren't as upset as I thought they would be... so that's good I suppose. I feel awful tho. Retainers are so damn expensive. I should be paying for this second one. Sheesh. It's horrible

So I'm wondering if it could go any worse, and I really don't think it could. I'm out.