Adam
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: As Long as you love me - backstreet boys...hahahahaha
Topic: AWESOME DAY
Hey hey!
Wow soo much has happened. Everything with Derick has been going so smooth, but I think I know wut I need to do. I need to break up with him, but I don't know how to do it.

I've met someone knew

I know, I never thought I would say it either, but I really really really like him. And I know I said I "loved" Derick, but I think I just realized that I don't. I know, dont make any decisions but I dunno... I can't stand being with Derick anymore. This is just going so wrong, and Adam makes me feel happier than Derick ever has. For right now I'm going to just avoid Derick, spend time with Adam and hopefully decide which one I like more. But I do like him. Alot alot!!!!!!! I'm very excited too. Soooo we shall see. haha last night, he told me that I was sexy. HA! Sexy! Me?! WHO WOULDA GUESSED!?!?!

Okay well I'm going to go re-read a few notes and I'll see ya in the manana!