Alwx
Whats a girl to do? He's not responding at all, and I think its cuz of his dad, ya know? But I dunno. Gut feelings if ya catch my drift.

Sports Fest was fun fun fun, but I'm so tired and anxious that I don't really wanna write about it right now.

I still need to finish my analysis :-P

What else? I think thats about it for now. I'll update everything later.

Graduation on Friday :((
Lol oh yea, my bands faded so they look pink now not orange :-/
One thing tho, I have battle scars from the tug-a-war in the East high gym. Lmao. My kneeee..ooooowwie!
Okay, well lataz then.

"Catalyst, you insist to pull me down.
You contraditct the fact that you still want me around.
And its all downhill from here.
And its all downhill from here."
~New Found Glory, All Downhill From Here

leK

Crutial analysis of my entire class...
I really just want to be able to come back to my blog and laugh and cry about my class so here goes.

Kelli's Critical 'Scientifical' Analysis of the Eighth Grade Class of 2004.

Billy B: Billy has provided my class with innumerable hours of entertainment. Its impossible to describe the hilarity of Billy. He has always been "retarded" and always tried to hard to make us laugh. We have finally started to appreciate his dumb sense of humor.

Kolleen C: My bestest buddy in the whole entire world. Although some people think that she is very very very annoying, I still love her to death. I can always count on Sven to make me laugh, make me cry, make me spread my wings to length's I would have never imagined...but mostly to make me laugh!!!

Mike D: Well, I really have not ever been very fond of him. I know he has had a particularly rough life but still...DEODORANT PLEASE! All I know is that he liked me for awhile and thats just...gross....

Abbey F: Abbey has always been so awsome. She also has provided my class with hours of entertainment, mostly in Mr. Z's class. Never particularly polite, but she still cracks us up and I love her.

Joseph G: Italian boy...What am I supposed to say about Joey? Ever since I can remember, Joey has been this quiet, laid back guy...He's probably never said more than two words to me. Not from lack of trying, but he is just overly shy. I feel sort of bad for him, and I wonder if he'll make any friends in high school because of his shyness. I know that we used to write notes last year in Math class about Friends, and I often wonder if he remembers that or still watches it. I'll probably ask him about it the last day of school or something. If I can see him thru the tears...

Ryan H: Ryan is most likley to become some huge ass business man who cannot and will not sleep until he settles that big deal he's been working on. Ok, so he's not the brighest crayon in the box, but still...He has this whole candy-thing goin on in Science class and he's always makin big deals with people. Its too funny. He's always been particularly nice to me too, but never really goofed around with me.

Erika H: Hmm, Erika. I can't really say too much about her. She's a huge backstabber, yet I still let her be my friend. I dunno about her, such a bittersweet girl. I can't help but hate to love her. (I know, kind of word reversal there...) I can't help myself tho.

Ryan H: Yes, another Ryan H. What to say about Ryan...He came here in 5th grade I think from Atlanta Georgia. He's pretty cool, very very smart. I like talking to him, for the amount of talking he does to me. He's a great athlete and an even better student. So that's why he sucks, but I'm going to miss him so much...

Dan J: Danny, I have never really been a fan of Danny's. He's ok but eeh...I sit next to him in Homeroom and he's cool if I don't understand something, but I do most of the work for him. So he's ok but he's pretty annoying.

Stephanie L: Steph is pretty cool. She's also kind of a backstabber. But she's always been exceptionally polite to me and my family so she's ok. We have some great discussions about music and stuff. She's got one neck for music, that's for sure. She's also pretty smart. We've grown so close over the years...

Bruce (lol but we call him Jake) L: I can't ever remember calling Jake "Bruce..." only if we're cheering for him in Gym or something. Too funny. There's rumors about him being suicidal. I think some are true. He takes a hell of a lot of medicine and I don't know why. Overly hyper too. I think he's a tad bit on the depressed side :-P But he's ok, he's had a crush on me I think for awhile too... I'm probably going to miss him too...

David L: Ok, well obviously, he doesn't go to our school anymore. He was expelled for Sexual Harassment. He's never been too nice or nething...we went out for awhile and I'd rather not talk about that time of my life....


Well kiddies, looks like its time for me to go get ready for the Sports Banquet. I don't know what I'm going to wear. BLAH! Jeans or black pants jeans or black pants...DECISIONS DECISIONS! AAAAAAAAH!

Oh yea, my GRANDMA was rushed to the hospital on Monday....I'm so sad...she's going to die......
And like my best friend died, Mr. Moore. I miss him so much already...It hasn't quite sunk in that he's gone. And Dad keeps bringing it up and I wish he wouldn't It makes me so sad....
I will continue my analysis at a later time.
Goodbye alllllllll...
"first you say whoa then u say yea, make up ur mind throw ur hands in the air!!"
~Sev

Love always,
KeL

Bakin a cake for muh mum!
Happy Mothers Day world! Am I the only person out there who doesn't have anything for their mom? LoL probably. Anyhoo, I'm baking a cake for her so I hope that counts somehow. I'll prolly get a poem somewhere for her too. I dunno, I gotta look around.

I'm so damn tired! Today for track my dad pretty much had to DRAG me out of bed. Track didn't go so well, but who cares right? Its over, thats all that matters. We did get first in the 1600, so thats a good thing. All because of Ryan tho. I drug us down to 3rd I think it was. So I'm lucky that Hunt brought us back up. Thank you Hunt! I owe you!!! So yea, we did pretty well. For the Warm up, we got 4th. But it was intense, and pretty fun. Disc, i didn't do so well. But I tried and had fun this year with Julian and all of the lil 6th grade friends I made. So thats pretty cool. I gave Isabel my dad's sn. Spiffy!!!

Hmm I think thats it. Kris had a great time at prom which is awesome cuz she deserved it so much. I'm happy for her, but I haven't seen her in 2 days exactly. :( Ima miss her when she goes to college. Blah. I think thats about it....Anything else I'll tell ya lata. Goin to take poodlez for a walk.
Oh bad news too. I think Alex has a girlfriend. I was talkin to Amanda Stan. and she said that she thunked he had a girl, but that she wasn't too pretty. Dammit! Oh well, I can take her out. *growls* Watch out un-pretty-alexs-girlfriend! Here I come!!!! GROAR!
Ok I'm done.
Love,
Kel
"Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town"
~Fall Out Boy - Grant Theft Autum (Where is your boy)

Hmm this is going to be a long ass entry...!
Okay so here we go:
Today was the 8th grade trip to Wisconsin. It was so awesome! We had like the best time ever!!! We went to House on the Rock and Cave of the Mounds. The infinity room was pretty much the best part! We were all bouncin off the walls and stuffs. Hilarious. And Robert was doing his impression of Christina Agulara. It was so funny. We were trying to imatate him in the resturant. LMao omg too funny. We were all so damn tired tho. We had to be at school at 5:50 in the freakin morning!!! We all were sleepin pretty good on the bus. Once I get my pics developed I might put some on here I can't decide yet. I feel like I'm on a permanent slant tho because thats all we did today is walk on a slant. But we survived. And we watched the Sandlot on the way there and now I have that stupid tequilla song stuck in my head. And it really makes me wanna go on a spinning ride. But yea that caroseul was HUGEEEEE! It felt so weird standing next to it. And the caves were awesome!! It was really wet tho. I hope my pics turn out!! My legs also feel like jello. LoL we were all so tired that we found every little thing to be absolutly hilarious. Like Roberts, "NO NO NO NO NO!" And the bus was sooo comfy. More tomorrow, dad is yelling at me cuz i gotta go sleepy. WISH ME LUCK AT TRACK TOMORROW!!!!!! AAAAAAAH! YIKES ME SCARED!
"We come from the land of the ice and snow..."
~Led Zepplin, Immigrant Song
~*~*~Kelli~*~*~
p.s. Kris-b is a prom!! aWWWWWW!

Happy Cinco de Mayo!!!
Well today was pretty boring for the most part. Blagh. What a boring day. I have the honors banquet tonight. I prolly should start getting ready for that. I mean, I don't really feel like getting all dressed up so my whole family can hear my name read off and, "Kelli was on the honor roll second and third quarter blah blah blah..." fun...:-/
Actually, for Art, we have this HUGEEEE end of the year project and I'm going to draw myself crossing the finish line of a huge race, but of course, I win on a very very big piece of paper. Its gonna look sooo good when I'm done - she's even gonna help me get started! YaaaaaaY! I'm happy for her, because I think that she feel sucessful in what she's doing and that pretty awesome considering her last marrige failed.............*awkward silence* Sooooo yea thats about it. And we had a Cinco de Mayo partay today. Twas awesome. The food was all sooo good specially Alex's mom's chicken. MMMMM! Yummy! I brought La Cabana chippies and dippies. Lmao. Foonay. But tis still good. It was a "cultural" experience. HaHa. PENDULUM! That was quite unexpected, wasn't it?
Alright well I should go get ready now. Wish me luck.
"I'm the lead singer of my band I get all the girls to take off their underpants. I'm the lead singer of my band my salsa makes all the pretty girls want to dance, my salsa...Where'd everybody go?"
~Eminem and D12, My Band
Lata,
Kel

Aicha...Aicha...
Omg ppl, you have GOT to check this out. I'm sure that if your an avid surfer of the net, you've already seen this, but just in case you haven't:

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http://www.ebaumsworld.com/milkandcereal.html
^^Too funny, and the guys are hott!!

Make sure you go there!!!
Ok so now onto excitment of this week:
Whenever me and Legra come back from the rectory its like a "tradition" to erase something on the board. Well yesterday I got this INGENIOUS idea to erase the 8 by the "6, 7, 8: 10 Sentences", move the colon over, and put an '&' sign after the 6, so it read "6 & 7: 10 Sentences" And I was like, oh no big deal. Mrs Beyrel wont know. Well when we came back from lunch, the board read, "8: 20 Sentances!!!" And I was like, "woooah shit. Maybe it was cuz we were talking." And Mrs Beyrel goes, "One of your fellow classmates decided that they didn't want to do 10 Sentences so now you are all going to do 20. You might want to have a lil chit-chat with that person to let them know that they might not want to do that." And then all hell breaks loose and everyones like, "OHMIGOD WHO DID IT!?" And I"m like, aww shit...but i didn't tell neone. But Mrs. Beyrel keeps/kept bringing it up by saying, "...your 20 sentances because someone tried to be a comedian and failed miserably..." And I"m like SHUT UP ALREADY! lol ok so I deserve it...and theeen, Kody is sitting behind me going, "Who would be THAT stupid?!" And I was thinking, "well...me..." Stupid Amanda probably gave it away already even tho she won't admit it, I'm sure she did. Thanks cupcake :/

Anyhoo, I don't really like Paul i think. It was just sum crazy spur of the moment confession. At any rate, I hafta go dad's home. So I will see ya later!

Monthly time, got braces on, and grandpa was rushed to the hospital...how the HELL do you think my week went?
Grandpa is doing a little bit better. Track went pretty well. I didn't run or throw too well, but omg I met Alex!!! OMG OMG OMG! He is so cute! You would not believe it. He walked by me when I wuz signing up for discus and I could hardley breathe. I was like, "omg, I am going to marry him." Erika thinks he's *sorta* cute. LoL ok here's what happened: I was telling her how much I liked him and so she goes up to him and goes, "your name is Alex right?" And he goes, "yea." And she's like, "oh, what high school are you going to?" and he's like, "Marmion." And I just sat there drooling. And the best part is that he's not like, popular at all! I mean, this would be a whoooooole different story if we were talking about M. Brown here, but we're not! We're talking about Alex B. and I think I really have a shot with him!!! AAAAH! But it seriously makes me consider transfering from Central to Rosary :-P Do people from Central date people from Marmion? I think Erika said Angie's friend does but I dunno. Wouldn't that be hard on him? I would kill for 5 minutes alone with him, just to stare at his beautiful eyes...*swoon faint* And all he knows about me is that I'm that girl that was drooling over him everytime he walked past me. I hope he didn't see my race >:-( AAAAAH! oh well. Ok and the bad news: Xavier is going to Central, or so Amanda S. says. MAKE HIM GO TO MARMION OR GIVE ME DEATH! :( I'm going to marry Alex tho, so yea, store that in your memory for awhile. I think I got hit on by a few guys today at the track meet! *brushes dirt off shoulder* I still got it! lmao jk jk. They were pretty scary, most of them. And the amazing thing is that I made friends with Isabel G., Julian's lil sis. So that was pretty exciting! She's actually really nice. I think she likes me too. I also made a friend from Annunciation thats going to Central today named Megan. She's nice too.
More news on grandpa lata, I got a big vball torn tomorrow. Last one and its double points day!!! We have a shot at placing! *does a happy dance*
"I found a reason to show, a side of me you didn't know, a reason to start over new...and the reason is you (Aleeeeeeeeex)"
~The Reason, Hoobastank
Loooooooooooooove,
Kelli

Well this sucks...
My family sux. Ok u must be thinking, "How can you say that?" Well before you judge what I'm saying listen to my story:
My grandpa was rushed to the hospital on Tuesday morning. Since then, Bonnie, Tom, and Butch have not been in the hospital once to see him. Their own father!!! They don't even care!!!! They finally released him and Bonnie wants to make shit for him...Well guess what!! You don't know what the hell he can and cannot eat! She's gonna kill him by putting salt in there and he's gonna get too much sodium and ferking die!!! And she can't get off her lazy ass just to help. I mean, grandpa can't stay by himself, nor would I want him too. He's been in the hospital for how many days? So mom has to give up her whole weekend to watch him cuz no one else can. Sure they can have grandpa take care of them their whole lives, but when he needs us the most its, "ooh, well I can't do it this weekend." Well you know what! They don't deserve such nice parents! Seriously...! And its not that grandpa is a burden or anything. Hell, I actually enjoyed being able to give something back to him considering everything he's done for me. And they cant even take one hour out of their lives to visit their sick father. They are gonna ferking regret it if/when he dies. And I was talking to dad today and I was asking when grandpa was going to start acting like his old self again and he told me that I have to be prepared for him to not be his 'old self' ever again. I almost started crying. Thats just too much...
Plus my friends aren't really helping. Tomorrow morning after track, I'm going to see grandpa for the rest of the day and then go to church, come home to sleep for vball on sun and then go back to his house or bring him here. And kolleen keeps asking, "what are u doing this weekend?" And I"m like, You idiot! my grandpa has congestive HEART FALIURE what the HELL do you think I'm doing!?? I WANT to be with him. I don't want any regrets after he's gone. NONE WHATSOEVER. If HER grandma was sick, we'd all be suffering for it, but I'm trying to hold my head high. Kayla has been especially sweet and I"m so thankful for that. Allegra has tried, but I had to break it to her but she's just making it worse. I mean today after school she's like, "I think we should go to the dance tonight." and I'm like, "I can't." And she's like, "why not?" And I'm like, "I just can't." And she kept asking me why and I'm like, "BECAUSE I HAVE TO GO VISIT MY GRANDPA IN THE HOSPITAL!!" God! And she's like, "oh, sorry." And I was like in tears. I hate this so much. My poor mom. She's like an angel, seriously. No matter how much she annoys me sometimes, she really is an angel. She's amazing. Plus, we were working on our class play and I was telling Allegra how badly I wanted to be the Baliff and she's like, 'oh thats cool...I wanna be the DA." So we both had our parts. So when Mrs. Beyrel asked for volunteers for reading the parts, I raised my hand and Mrs Beyrel goes, "oookay...Allegra!" And I turn around and she ferking raised her hand!!! I'm like...OMG YOU BITCH! How could she?!? I had just finished telling her how much I wanted that part. HELLO! We're friends. Step off...seriously. And then after we were done, Mrs. Beryrel went to the back of the room and Legra goes, "I really like that part...do you think I'm going to get it?" And Mrs. Beyrel says, "yea you have a good chance." If she gets that part I"m going to be soo pissed. And Kolleen doesn't understand because she got the part she wanted so she's like, "oh well deal with it." Wtf. Whenever something doesn't go her way, I take her side. Oh well, I guess I just gotta do this by myself. I hafta go to bed now, track tomorrow. I hope it gets rained out :-/
Lata,
Kel
"Cheerio-eo-eo-eo-eo-eo-eo"

Ocean Avenue....!
So yea, how goes it? Hopefully goin pretty well. I'm not doing so hott. I mean, monthly *aheeeem* and I just got my braces on and I feel so ugly. And my grandpa was rushed to the hospital yesterday and he has congestive heart faliure....Heart Faliure.... Omg, I don't think I can go on living if grandpa dies. I can't. I love him so much...it makes me so upset just thinking about it...and...everything. I'll only have to have braces for 6 months but I feel so ugly. I'm just not used to not turning heads in a crowd, but I'll have to get used to it I guess. Plus, my teeth are soooooooooo sore and omg its horrible. I can't eat anything. Nothing I tell ya!!! And today me, Kayla, Erika, Kody, and Felipe were all hanging out during grandparents day and so yea. They were all perverted but I just dont fit in with them at all and it makes me so mad. They just piss me off when they talk about...well I don't want you to know, but I know what I'm talking about. I need to finish my 5 page paper for Friday. I have 3 pages done already so I should be doing that now :D Tomorrow I go to Cullen (Omg I'm so scared, he hasn't seen me with braces and he used to hit on me when he wuz tutoring me...omg omg omg...YIKES I KNOW HE"S GON MAKE FUN OF ME!!!!) and then I go to the Cougars game for serving...Kayla and Stephanie are gonna be there YAY! I almost started crying today when I told kayla about g-pa today :(( I have grandparents day tonight and I am going to wear black pants and a white tank top shirt with a lil shirt over it so that will be cute. I THINK I LIKE PAUL! OMG OMG OMG! ITS REALLY WEIRD! And I think he likes me too....but I think he might be going out with Sam M. so I'm going to ask her about it, but I'm hoping not. I doubt it...but I really think I like him. LoL omg thats so weird. But I think I do. :) Maybe thats a good thing. The amazing thing is that even though I do have braces now, he doesn't seem to talk to me less, but I dunno. Kris keeps going, "Kel, it hasn't changed who you are." But I mean, it has changed how I look and I just can't get used to it. I really hate it. I just keep thinking 6 more months and I'll have the perfect smile. PERFECT! Kris said Dr. Kay would give me whitening too!!! Ergo, my teeth will be straight AND white. So I won't go into my freshman year with perfectly straight teeth, but it will be sort of close and I will look good. I think I should not have picked orange for my bands but o well. They change in June. I only have about 20 more days till graduation. We have an 8th grade play and I want to be Attorney Wombat and I'm not sure if anyone else wants to so I'm really really really hoping I get that part. We decide tomorrow so I guess I'll let you know eventually. I GET TO CROWN MARY!! OMG WOOOHOOOOOOO! And we have the confrence meet for track this sat.
:((( I'm so scared. YIKES!!! Last vball torn this sun. YAAAAAHOOOOOOOOOOO! I'm not even nervous cuz I know it won't matter. The only sad thing is that I'm just starting to get to be really good friends with my teammates and breaking away from Allegra. I don't think she's too happy with me for that. I'm also really scared about going to high school. I mean, I know NO ONE. AAAAAAAH! Very scary. OH well I'll get over it eventually. I have to call Feltes now about my pics. They turned out really good :)) Last good pix til STRAIGHT TEETH *does a happy dance*
Wow sorry about the sudden bursts of randomness :)) Pray that grandpa gets better, mmkays? TY TY TY!
Much love,
Kel
" If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away"
Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard

That was fun...
Yesterday was awesome. As my group sat in Religion class waiting for the bell to ring, we discussed what Anne Frank and "Petel" were doing on Dussell's cushions. Lmao. OmG riot. And in the process we somehow discovered that I was a baragge. Go figure.

Today was track. I did ok. I beat my PR in the 400. Stoopid "person" kept bringing our relay team down, and Julian was acting like an ass. I mean really, I hate living in Allegra's shadow, and I cannot wait until next year when I can live in NO ONES shadow and refer to her as, "That-person-I-used-to-hang-out-with-and-secretly-greatly-despised"
Well its not really a secet...Sven knows.

My mom just did my eyebrows and they hurt like a bitch. Seriously. Take my advice and do NOT i repeat, DO NOT let your mom EVER wax your eyebrows - it will result in wax plastered on your forhead and a loooot of plucking.

Jared's makin his first Communion tomorrow. AWWWW! Seems like juss yesterday the lil bugger was born.
how cute!
Anyhoo I should be goin off to bed. I'm so tired and my eyes throb in pain :-P

Lata masturbater!
Kel