Which is worse?
Having way too much to do on a Friday night, or having nothing to do on a Friday night? Well, you would be sososososososo amazed on how my night changed that quickly. *snaps fingers*


Origionally, I was going to see the Texas Chainsaw Massare with some friends or going to a football game or going to another friends house to watch movies or out to dinner with my family. TCM movie was out like a light. I had no way to get there :( I can't drive...and the football game - the person I was going with got sick. Again, I can't drive. My friends house - she kind of didn't "invite" me, but she took my other 2 friends home in front of me today after school. Which kind of makes me upset because she didn't even have the decency to ask me or not do that in front of me. And as she got in the car she goes, "so are u coming over later tonight?" and I was like, "i dunno...uh, call me?!" and she goes, "ok I will." Well, she never DID call me...and its 4 hours later. Obviously, their having a night without me. I would call them, but I don't want to intrude or anything. I think that would be rude. I guess its ok. I only got like...30 hours of sleep this entire week. All in all, I do feel very left out and unwanted. I hate being at home. With nothing to do but paint my nails and/or watch t.v. And of course use the utercomp. But that stuff is boring. Bleh...the friends I have are all out right now, having the time of their lives. I don't get it, ya know? Really, I am a nice person, and I think I'm fun to be around. If you knew me, you'd know what I mean. Its sad. The "in" thing right now is to be a geek. And everyone thinks its so cool. But the sad truth is, that when you really are one, it sucks. And its definitly not something you wanna be.


Maybe my friends are having a bad time. LoL...I'm kidding, I do hope their having fun. *sighs* This sucks. I'm so bored...I wish someone could help. If your reading this, please reply. Thank you.<3
Keep rockin the free world,
Kel