OMG!!!!!!!!! YOU WILL NEVER GUESS WHAT HAPPENED!!!
Ok so last night, I'm talking to *him* right? And we're all talking about our past and I'm like, "Well do u think we're gonna talk anytime soon after this or is it gonna be another month???" And he goes, "no deff. tomorrow..." And so I was like jumping up and down with excitment!!! Then we're still talking about why I called it off and our feelings and stuff...(it was so awesome...I actually talked to him about my FEELINGS!!!)...and we both seemed pretty happy and I asked him if he wanted to be with me again...and he said YES!!!!!! And so after that I felt like maybe we moved things a little too fast and then I felt bad but it was a lot alot more comfortable talking about our past and stuff. And then he hugged me really tight and kissed me soo slowly and told me that it was nice havin me back. *swoooon...faint....* And I'm trying not to over-analyze everything because I have a tendency to do that ..... so I'm trying hard, baby, plz forgive me. I love him - I have found the man that I am going to marry, and the best part is that he loves me right back! And he likes me for ME, not for other reasons previously stated. :D It can only go downhill from here tho....Shopdoinkle!!!
Lataz!
Love Always,
Kelli
"I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rhines
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing
Want to put my tender heart in a blender
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
Rendezvous then I'm through with you!"
Eve 6 - Inside Out
Good timez