First off, I feel it is my duty as an American citizen and as an Illinoian to pay my respects to one of the most wonderful presidents this country has ever had, President Ronald Reagan. Rest in Peace, President Reagan, you will NEVER be forgotten.
Hmm, I feel a bit better now. That was pretty touching, don't you think???
Well onto the next thing...Last night, I was correct and unfortunatly mom and I had to go to the store. I was hit on like 3 times. I know, I know, it's what I said I wanted, but it feels so dirty. Part of me is like, "YES YES YES!! I STILL GOT IT!!!" And the other part is like, "yea...now what do we do???" I'll never see any of those guys again and same thing, they are all playa's and only liked me cuz I looked somewhat good. I don't suppose any of them cared if I had a good sense of humor, but all they really wanted was for me to get in their pants. Dammit. How can I be so naive and so mature at the same time?? Which brings me to my next point...How exactly DID I grow up so fast? It's like at one point I was 9 years old and so innocent and I turned around and I was grown up and mature to the point where I could deal with shit no one else could. Maybe it was when Paul committed suicide. Everyone kind of grew up after that....maybe it was when my body grew up faster than I was ready for, but not like I could stop it so I just decided I had to grow up with it. Maybe it was just hanging out with people that were older than me all the time, or listening to B96 when I was only about 10 years old. I was thinking about this a lot today which pissed me off a lot and then I thought about Alex and Bobby and Alex V. and my family, and some other things that piss me off which completly distracted me from the softball game tonight.
ANOTHER POINT! Is it just me or does Mike try to make me happy?? I mean ok that sounded gay, but seriously, its like he...I DON"T KNOW! Just something about how bubbly he is makes me mad, because I am so shy and reserved and I choose not to show a certain side of myself...just makes me mad, ya know?? I'm sure u don't.
Ok my rants are done now. I'm thinking about losing about 11 lbs., maybe I'll be in a better mood after that. Hmph!!!
Lata calculata!
Love always,
Kelli
"I want to be the minority
I don't need your authority
Down with the moral majority
'Cause I want to be the minority"
Green Day ~ Minority