Well its over. I've officially graduated and as I type this, I hold my diploma in my lap which proudly says, "Kelli Chrisine S......" I cried so hard. I was embarassed as I could get. I mean, I was crying in front of my whole family. Seriously, I'm freakin graduated..this is so weird. I feel so empty. Knowing that I no longer belong to OLGC and the people that once were my friends are no longer my best friends. The fact that it took us how long to all realize that we could in fact tolerate each other...that really pisses me off. Now I miss everyone, even Kody's dumb ass. I miss Robert winking at me and writing all over my shoes...I miss Rios taking all my paper...I miss Erika and Felipe fighting like siblings in the back of History...I miss the empty desk next to me in History...I miss Billy retardedness...I miss Kayla and how attatched we became...I miss Allegra and how paranoid she was...I miss Courtney and how smart she was...I miss Abbey and how funny she was...I miss Kolleen making every teachers lives a living hell...I miss my gay-ass school and all I want is to go back there and be able to complain that I'm never gonna get out of there and how poor we are...and how we went to school in the ghetto. We never did tell Alex about the whole bee thing. LoL. I know, the bee is on me right? Awww...So, now on to describing graduation...
Get there about 6:20, graduation is at 7. My mom and Mrs. Beyrel helped the girls get their collars on and the girls showed each other their dresses and shoes and stuff and marvelled at each other's nails. Then we took a ton a ton a ton of pictures of every step we made and Erika complained about the fact that she had like 30 inch heels on and she couldn't walk. Then the boys showed up in a limo. LoL they were sooo late. They got there about 6:50 and Mrs. Beyrel was about ready to kill each one of them. And then she was trying to get us in line but people wanted to take pictures of everyone together for the last time in their gowns. So we did that instead of listening so mrs. Beryel was like having a coniption. Then we all got in line, wished each other luck and walked up the aisle. Erika started crying right away...mostly cuz of her feet :-P Me and Jessica didn't even think about our feet anymore. We were pretty much blinded by all the cameras and then mass went as usual. Fr.'s homily was really good and I hope I remember every piece of advice. And then I read my intention, "For all those who are sick, especially those close to us." and then everything went well. Allegra's speech went really good in spite of everything that happened just to get someone to read the damn speech. And then they read off the awards. I got called a lot of times, I was pretty happy. And Fr Russell is all lookin at me and I'm like, "What is his problem??" and then they had one award left and it was the Jason Forrestal Scholarship and I'm like, "Well screw that, its not gonna be me." Guess what?!?! IT WAS!!!! I got $1,000 for a freakin scholarship!! And I also got $500 for the alumni award!!! AH!!! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I was so excited! My family was so proud!!! So in total, I got $1,500 in scholarship money, so I'm very proud that I got to help my parents pay for my tuition. Then they gave us our diploma's....I was so proud. I mean, it has MY name on it. MINE! I have a diploma....wow..that is so scary. Then we were announced as the Class of 2004 and we got clapped for for a loooooong time and we walked out of church. Then everything went to hell and all the girls cried...even some of the guys. Kody, Alex, and I think Ryhno were crying and Rios had tears in his eyes. Kody was pretty much full-fleged crying which made me sooo sad because all the memories I have with him. And Rios...when we got out to go to Communion he looked back at me and smiled. I was about ready to take everyone's diploma and throw them in the fire because thats how bad I do not want to leave. Maybe I'll still do that :-P Seriously tho, I don't want to go to high school...I wanna stay in eighth grade forever and keep everyone with me and we'll all be best friends for the rest of our lives...but there is no way in hell that will ever happen.
So now I'm all depressed and we're going to the movies tonight. I think its Kayla, me, Erika, Kody, and Felipe. Aww good times :(( We're going to see The Day After Tomorrow. So that should be good. I'll let u know how everything goes. I'm sure a ton of people are gonna show up that aren't supposed to be there but ooh well..I don't know about it :D