Ocean Avenue....!
So yea, how goes it? Hopefully goin pretty well. I'm not doing so hott. I mean, monthly *aheeeem* and I just got my braces on and I feel so ugly. And my grandpa was rushed to the hospital yesterday and he has congestive heart faliure....Heart Faliure.... Omg, I don't think I can go on living if grandpa dies. I can't. I love him so much...it makes me so upset just thinking about it...and...everything. I'll only have to have braces for 6 months but I feel so ugly. I'm just not used to not turning heads in a crowd, but I'll have to get used to it I guess. Plus, my teeth are soooooooooo sore and omg its horrible. I can't eat anything. Nothing I tell ya!!! And today me, Kayla, Erika, Kody, and Felipe were all hanging out during grandparents day and so yea. They were all perverted but I just dont fit in with them at all and it makes me so mad. They just piss me off when they talk about...well I don't want you to know, but I know what I'm talking about. I need to finish my 5 page paper for Friday. I have 3 pages done already so I should be doing that now :D Tomorrow I go to Cullen (Omg I'm so scared, he hasn't seen me with braces and he used to hit on me when he wuz tutoring me...omg omg omg...YIKES I KNOW HE"S GON MAKE FUN OF ME!!!!) and then I go to the Cougars game for serving...Kayla and Stephanie are gonna be there YAY! I almost started crying today when I told kayla about g-pa today :(( I have grandparents day tonight and I am going to wear black pants and a white tank top shirt with a lil shirt over it so that will be cute. I THINK I LIKE PAUL! OMG OMG OMG! ITS REALLY WEIRD! And I think he likes me too....but I think he might be going out with Sam M. so I'm going to ask her about it, but I'm hoping not. I doubt it...but I really think I like him. LoL omg thats so weird. But I think I do. :) Maybe thats a good thing. The amazing thing is that even though I do have braces now, he doesn't seem to talk to me less, but I dunno. Kris keeps going, "Kel, it hasn't changed who you are." But I mean, it has changed how I look and I just can't get used to it. I really hate it. I just keep thinking 6 more months and I'll have the perfect smile. PERFECT! Kris said Dr. Kay would give me whitening too!!! Ergo, my teeth will be straight AND white. So I won't go into my freshman year with perfectly straight teeth, but it will be sort of close and I will look good. I think I should not have picked orange for my bands but o well. They change in June. I only have about 20 more days till graduation. We have an 8th grade play and I want to be Attorney Wombat and I'm not sure if anyone else wants to so I'm really really really hoping I get that part. We decide tomorrow so I guess I'll let you know eventually. I GET TO CROWN MARY!! OMG WOOOHOOOOOOO! And we have the confrence meet for track this sat.
:((( I'm so scared. YIKES!!! Last vball torn this sun. YAAAAAHOOOOOOOOOOO! I'm not even nervous cuz I know it won't matter. The only sad thing is that I'm just starting to get to be really good friends with my teammates and breaking away from Allegra. I don't think she's too happy with me for that. I'm also really scared about going to high school. I mean, I know NO ONE. AAAAAAAH! Very scary. OH well I'll get over it eventually. I have to call Feltes now about my pics. They turned out really good :)) Last good pix til STRAIGHT TEETH *does a happy dance*
Wow sorry about the sudden bursts of randomness :)) Pray that grandpa gets better, mmkays? TY TY TY!
Much love,
Kel
" If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away"
Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard