Thanx for shopping at a;dklf;zcmasodifrj;wlek HAVE A NICE DAY!!!
LoL umm...yea...!
I mish Derick. He told me something today...he has a heart problem. He didn't tell me what it was about or anything but he finds out Thursday if he needs to go back to Texas for surgery. :( I told him to let me know. So yea. He's really hott to. LoL But yea, I miss him so much. I can't believe I actually broke his heart. I keep telling myself it was the right thing to do tho, because of two reasons:
1.) It was the right thing to do
2.) It was right after I met Sorin and everything just started happening at once and I just couldn't take it...i felt like I was cheating on him and tha just wasn't fair.
So hopefully everything will go betta. But I dunno.

Today was actually pretty good. Me and Kris got along great and hardly fought at all which is pretty amazing. We went to the club for taco's. So yea tha was cool

When I came back I went running down by the school. There were these guys playin baseball and I heard someone yell, "oo yea keep runnin." And I didn't know if they wuz talkin to me or wha so I juss kept goin. I turned the corner (went right, they were to my left) and I heard someone else yell, "No not that way! Come back this way!!" So I sort of turned but kept goin. So yea tha was messed. I dunno if tha was just sum big coincidence cuz maybe they weren't even talkin to me but I dunno.

I made cookies AGAIN for Kris and her SVDP meeting and they went over well as far as I heard.

I actually survived vball last night. To my luck, Ashley wuz gone so I passed with Justine. Thas sweetness dude. Everyone was like, "WE MISS ALLEGRA!" And I"m all like...thx guys...
Oh well. I only got like 2 more weeks with them and then ima be done for the rest of my life. *does a jig*

I guess thas all for now. Praaaaaaaay that I see Derick again soon and pray that he be ok. :)

"I wake up and teardrops, they fall down like rain. I put on that old song we danced to and then, I head off to my job. Guess not much has changed. Punch the clock, head for home, check the phone. Just in case. Go to bed, dream of you, thats what I'm doin these days."
These Days - Rascal Flatts

And

" all this time i can't believe i couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
i've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life"
Bring Me to Life - Evanescence

Last but not least

"I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear"
The Reason - Hoobastank

Keep rockin the free world
*~*~*~Kelli~*~*~*