Yea I know its the second time I've blogged today...!
Well at least the second half of my day went better than the first. I'm a little bit cooled down, but not much. Better than before. I don't even want to talk to her because I feel I could go off on her. As I was telling my mom the story, I realized that I was as wrong as she was. I could have just gone back in. But I'm sick of getting pushed around!! That's all that ever happens to me, and I'm putting a stop to it. It's like..."ooh its kelli, we can say anything and she wont do s*@#! to us!!" Well you know what? Thats over, so you can kiss that goodbye.

Kayla sometimes does that to me. I just laugh and pretend like it doesn't bother me...it does. And Allegra joins in. Kolleen can tell when its pissing me off and she'll come over and defend me or give me a hug or something...even when I was being bitchy to her all night. I love her...I can count on her and I'm so happy for that. I'm lucky in that aspect. But yea, back to Kayla. She goes, "yea when u and david broke up u came up to me and said, 'how are you and rhyno?' and i said, 'fine' and you said, 'that suprises me.' and u turned and walked away." I was like...yea that sounds like me!! Whatever!!! And Allegra's like, "Yea I think i remember you did do that!!" And I was like, "umm...I don't..." I WAS upset when me and david broke up, but I would never ever say anything like that. Really, I wouldn't. Especially when I'm upset. I'll write down what I feel, but u'll never know if ur talking to me. Unless ur Kolleen. GOD!!! And its like she can't let it go!! Every single friggen time we're talkin about our past she goes on about how i did that to her. And I'm like...I have soooo much on you..! So u best shut up. I didn't say that tho. I should. I'm sick of this!! What should I do when her and Allegra gang up on me as always? I feel like lining them up for a b!@#* slap. Maybe I'll do that too.

Thats pretty much what happened all night at the cheerleading party. And then we went caroling...and we exchanged gifts. I got a lava lamp!! w00p! So yea that very kool. I dunno when I'll write again...maybe another time tonight if i get worked up again. Bbyeeee
Keep rockin the free world,
Kel