<4:44 a.m.>Well folks it appears I have lost rhcp.bandsite.net. So I'm stuck with this angelfire piece of shit lard fucks. Well its fair I suppose. Its late I have school tommorrow. I must sleep. George Carlin is so damn funny listen to this joke he said.
do you know why it is when a rancher fucks a sheep he does so at the edge of a cliff? its so the sheep will push back.

george carlin you crack my shit up as well as dennis leary those two are some aggresive humor mother fuckers.

-to the death of rhcp.bandsite.net
^gibby^

<6:55 p.m>Woke up had a McHam Muffin. Played on mIRC for awhile. Waiting for some people to get on MSN. I cut the damn fucking ass piece of shit lawn got $20 bux. I guess thats good? Guess what I'm eating for dinner? Fucking lame ass bbq hamburgers and hot dogs again. I'm thinking about going vegetarian. All this meat is making my tummy feel weird. Anyways I'm listening to this song that always makes me remember back in middle school at WRC dances whenever this song came on I would see these boys and girls in the corner really close to crying because usually this song meant it was the last song. Also for some ungodly reason it reminds me of prom this year which if I haven't said was FUCKING AWESOME! The song is KCI-JOJO "All my life". It is a song I love and would in a heartbeat dance with Kim or some other nice female to. It's that good of a last slow dance song. AWWWW the memories. :'( LOL

<5:01 a.m>I can't sleep my eyes are bleeding for you girl. They so badly wish to see you. Listening to some Elton John that guy can surely play the piano wickedly. He had such a great voice back in the 70's. Drugs fucked dat shit all ^.
Here is my poem to you female: Not so long ago seems like eternity. I still believe, I still put faith in us. We had it all and watched it slip away. Where are we now not where we want to be, maybe years from now or tommorrow night I'll turn and I'll see you as if we always knew! That is the perfect night where I want to be with you girl!

<1:00 a.m.>Earlier the previous day I watched the movie A Beautiful Mind it was a masterful piece of filmwork. This past evening I was driving down broadway when I happened to glance up and see the Wichita River Festival's last day fireworks extravaganza. It was georgeous and stunning in one setting. Thinking apon myself I so badly wish to communicate with the beautful and amazing female that I have been so fortunate to have witnessed at school. I really don't know much about her but I so badly wish to. I'm just a human being on the brink of self-evaluation. I need to see who I'am, who I want to be with, what I want to do with my life, and where I want to be in my life. Well enough about that I have downloaded some John Coltrane! His music is so beautiful he plays the trumpet like a god. Blues music is so awesome and this man has made it much better. He is great along with Miles Davis, Louie Armstrong, Ritchie Powell, and Clifford Brown. It's just too bad all these fine men are not with us anymore. Now I'm debating on whether or not to cut my hair to a mowhawk. Alot earlier I had bbq hotdogs and hamburgers again for the 11th damn time. Well check back wit ya people later.

Yell out to Dew Broad you need to fucking help me with my god damn Math you assgoblin. Thats all oh yeah you need to stand up and try to ask out Breaunna.

-Auf Wiedersehen und Rest wohles Jimi Hendrix.!
gibby

<1:14 a.m.>I can't sleep my ear hurts so bad I can't put my holy fuckin head on the lushous and lovely pillow. I'm chatting with Lipp Man he sent me the first Lipp Mail today and it's been a bad fucking day for him. He talked to a female for me but it appears she needs some time to see things out. Well looks like I'm SOL not much else happening. Listening to some NIN and they kick ass. I wanna fuck you like an animallllllll. You keep me closer to goddddddd. I want to say that to a broad one time see how she feels about it. If it goes good then it's good to be me I suppose. Well I like this song by Aaliah it's lyrics read "At first you don't succeed dust yourself off and try again." What a beautiful message maybe I will take it to affect. Sorry you had to die though. :(

Jeff Miller is a awesome guy! Did I ever say that? He is a all around great guy. He will help you through thick and even thinner. !!!VOTE JEFF MILLER FOR SHERIFF!!!

-See you later Space Cowboy!
billy gibson

<10:05 p.m.>This fly keeps annoying me it really pisses me off. I'm going to squash the son of a bitch to hell it shall go. Well nothing much has happened just talked to a female organism named Darci. She wishes to dye her hair black she asks me should she I don't give a fuck go do what you wish to do. The fly is dead now I pissed on his decrepid body and flushed him down the toilet. Good night sweet prince be sure to awake from the dead with stories of great times. If you have a girlfriend please for me if you happen to invent a new sex position name it after me....J/K. Good night all don't let the annoying fucking flies bite.

<3:40 p.m.>Well got some more Hendrix songs listening to them. I can't believe he has such a big influence in music today. I'm so sad he had to die if he didn't then there would be no question of his "god like" guitar playing skills. I play guitar and I must say anything I try it always seems to be some imitation of Hendrix in some way or another he is a great man. Hopefully someday we will get another guitarist with the same heart and determination as him. John Frusciate inspired me to play guitar but he was inpired by the Chili Peppers to start up playing and they were inspired from Jimi Hendrix to be muscians. I ate some eggs, bacon, and hashbrowns they make my tummy feel good. I'm still sick and my throat, nose, and ears are stuffed with infections and other sick like material. I must say Hendrix's guitar playing is making it easier to cope with. My dad got home today from the hospital he is supposed to take it easy he does have some heart problems. Which if he isn't careful he can have a heart attack just like his father did. It's time to eat healthy dad. Got done reading the Lord of the Rings book again it is such a great story. I wanna meet this girl at school so bad but I was sick today. :(

Nathan is such a great guy he has helped me so much. Thank you Lipp Man!

-See you Monday FOXY LADY!
billy gibson

<9:28 p.m.>Ate some cheese and eggs and then ate some godfathers pizza it was dellliiiiissshooooussss. I played some football today I played rather good it was real fun. The guys there call me PBR because I look like a Professional Bull Rider. I cought four touchdowns, one interception, and threw two touchdown passes for the day as well as alot of tackles. I love football it is a great sport! I hope to get good grades to play next season for South. Talking to a interesting person at the moment. I'm thinking of that to say... ahhhh listening to Pearl Jam "Lighting Crashes". I'm gonna take a shower soon and get ready for the strenious workouts of tommorrow. Also my dad went to the hospital and he is having some heart problems. I hope for the best for him. Love you dad!

<1:06 p.m.>Just here at South High School checking out the whscrusaders website. I'm looking at the vocal photos which it looks like it was a fun night. I just realized that my constently talking about Kim is a shallow and pathetic attempt at something that I can't comprehend. My mind is a pea in the strains of love and music. I'm just trying to expand my mind in ways in which I can't comprehend them. Heck I can play guitar for 10 hours a day and try and talk with Kim but it still won't help me understand it all. I just got to realize it is a dream, a wondering fantasy that I don't want to let go of. I'm just a person with interests and I need to go somewhere else and wander with the depths of love. My good buddies have helped me see the light. It's just a hard pill to swallow. It's better to keep a friend then ruin it with wanting to be closer at least that's what they tell me! I can tell this summer is going to be hell.

Mud Dawg told me that anything is possible but he also put it clear to me it won't work out go on and find someone else.


-Over the lawns of light, over the moon by midnight,
let's do it all this time, everyone wishing well we go
billy gibson

Umm... I'm here playing guitar to the Red Hot Chili Peppers "Zephyr Song". I really want a weightlifting set as well as a g/f. When I play guitar it opens up my mind, body, and soul and it's a good feeling to have I must say its better though when this happens and you have someone there to share it with. Well I ate some not good tasting tv dinner and now my throat hurts. I'm also reading the lovely book Kim bought me its the Lord of the Rings trilogy. The day she gave it to me I thought it was a bible because it was wrapped up I felt like it was Christman day. People that usually didn't talk to me were saying "Your a good man Billy" I honestly was confused. Her personality and her thoughts on many things makes me think about things in a new perspective. I'm really hoping that Kim gets on MSN so I can talk to her and feel ever more creative. I really can't wait for the Chili Peppers concert next month it will be a great experience. I was reading the quote that Kim has on her MSN profile and I completely love it it's something to think about. "Life is worth living if you live it with somebody else"

Mr.Rodriguez is a great man he amazes me with his teaching talents and he continues to be a great and amazing person.

-thanks again kimmy for keeping me in reality :P
billy gibson

Hello! I'm here listening to some hendrix and also havana affair. This woman named Kim is at the junior high auditorium right now singing in vocal I wish good luck to Kim. I hear she sings beautiful I wish I was there listening to it right now. Plus she wakes up early in the mornings to sing in Madrigals that is a privledge. It's such a treat to see her soooooo successful she is a respected dancer, a great singer, a honor student, a church goer. What am I? Well I'm just a beatdown guitar player that goes to South and prays to the heavens that he starts and plays wide-reciever and hopes to go to college and make a band with friends there. Also I like a girl that's impossible in the world to go out with me. The rain on the grass is the sight of my eyes it makes me think (dye my hair black) I just ate a yummy bbq hamburger thats the tenth bbq we have had this month I'm not complaining it's usually steaks :( Aww well.

robert robinson sounds like louie armstrong! what a brilliant man he was.

-sing your big heart girl cause that's what you do
billy gibson

Sitting here listening to the Red Hot Chili Peppers verion of The Ramones "Havana Affair" it's truely beautiful. Today was soooooo bad ass. I woke up went to Wellington High School messed around got kicked out didn't see Kim there :( anyways Josh, Jeff, and I went to the Bishop Carroll softball game because the both of them are dating BC girls. Anyways I got to chill out relax have some fun and see some really hot looking girlz. I got to meet their g/f's they are extremely nice females. I went to Jeff's g/f Erika's house and had some Dr. Pepper and watched Punk'd. Then we talked about some stuff. It's truely funny seeing all the people's reactions to my hair. I just would like to have a g/f it would be nice. HEHE. Umm maybe I can find someone at South, BC, or hell even Wellington? Make sure to eat your oranges and bananna's they give you essential vitamins.

Shout out to Mark Durant he is the ultimate face plant but he talked more than Garrett did.

-peace and happiness to the Havana females
billy gibson

p.s. John Frusciante's guitaring blows my mind he is a true genious I want to play just like him.

Today is the 731,727 day since jesus died for our sins. What a holy tragesty it was indeed it was determined a splinter in his spleen was the true form of death for this mammoth of a man. but really was he a man? i think not he was a jesusepheriploid. what exactly is a jesusepheriploid it's a human wannabe that has a "angel" stick some godly sperm into a female humans womb which happened to be a anti-roman named mary. it truely was the form of jesus h. christ. what does the h stand for in his name? well it means heavenly. but if he was on earth to show us "true" missionairy styles then was he truely heavenly? something truely unholy has been brought to my attention h e double hockey sticks (which is LL) is a place where musicians make raw funk music to have people mosh to in places that christian girls sell doped out bibles to blind people with disablilty checks! does this sound like HELL? it does to me. if any christian girl scouts came to see that my blind pacifistic brazilian niece then i would tell her to "shut up you catholic papsmear loving 18 year old broad." possibly that means she likes me? keep communism outta me i work for more than a bum does.

jeff neal eats pecan pies and hits golf in the afterdays

-to the love of the girls
billy gibson