July 8 2002…
We've waited downstairs for hours, when finally around 15:45 Jake came down. To
our surprise, he was smiling and quite happy. He went in the bus and then Erik came down. He had his
headphones on and was like "hi girls!" Compared to the day before he wasn't as happy and really quiet.
He got on the bus too and then the bus drove away! We were really confused! But then we heard that Jake
had told Julia that they were going to a party. 15 minutes later we saw a crowd and then Trev & later also
Ashley. They smiled at us, took pix. Ash winked at me, so nice! When Trev walked away I just put my hand
on his ass, cos I just HAD to! They went to sit in the café. They came out and just went upstairs. We didn't see
em for so many hours! At night we just went to sit in the bar with some friends having fun. We waited, but
no one came! Bar would close at about 2am. But then Trev & Ash finally came in. So it was just us & a few
friends, and Trev & Ash & some crew in there. I was a little off so I started singing "it's getting hot in herr"
when they walked in. Ash raised his hand and starting kinda bouncin to my beat and sang along! *lol* we
had a lot of fun and laughed a lot. There was also a boy, Kel, and we had been talking to him for such a long
time! He happened to live in the same street as Trev's parents so that was cool! The boys sometimes got up
to get some drinks and stuff. Ash once pulled up his shirt, then his tummy showed, really, really, hot! At a
certain point, Trevor asked Ash if he wanted to sound like he's always wanted to sound and he imitated a
rough voice. They went to sit in a corner where we could not see them. We thought they were smoking.
After a while, Kel had left for a walk and then I saw him sitting in the lobby and I went out to see. Really
funny! Then Ash came out and started playing the piano. We went up to him and he said he wrote that
song. I don't remember the title. He was standing there real sexy but seemed a little uncomfortable. We
asked him if he needed a chair and he was like "yeh kinda…" So Julia got him a chair. Then Trev came
out and watched too. Someone asked Trev if he wrote it or whatever and he was like "no!! Ash did." Then
some stupid hotelpersona came and told Ash to stop playing cos it was "3am and people were sleeping…"
We asked him if they could hear it, and Trev was like "it's like a tunnel up there." Or something, whatever
he meant! *lol* Ash stopped playing and was like "I'm sorry guys!" With that sweet face he often pulls,
which you only know, if you've met the boys quite often! Then I went up to Trev to give him my letter.
He started singing "Noël Noël…" lol and then he was like "wassup?" I told him I wanted to give him a letter
and that it was very important. He asked if it was more important than the other letters he got from me
and I said "yes." So he said "thanks sweety". Then we all went to sit in the lounge again. Ash & Trev were
doing something, doing some clap-clap thing and acting weird, but funny! Later they stood up to go, and
Inge went up to them to say goodbye cos maybe she would not see them again. She told them and the both
of them hugged her. Sahweet!J But then seemed like something was wrong and they didn't go up. They
were standing there in the hall, Ash did the moonwalk and we applauded and he looked at us and made a
bow. *lol* Later Kel and I were talking about them and then he said "come on, let's go up to them" and so
he took me to the boys. Kel held my hand and then we went up to Trev. Kel was like "Trev… this girl
wanted to meet you." And Trev was like being all sarcastic and said "I've never met this girl in my entire
life!" He put his arms tight around me and said "come on Ash let's go upstairs" and I was all "yeh I'll go
with you". Then they left and Kel asked me what Ash's name was. I said "Ashley" and then he was like
"hey Ashtree!" *lol* and I said "AshLEY!" he turned and smiled. We were all a bit on the edge of being drunk!