Blind
Are you ready?
This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide,
you don't know the chances, what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain,
you don't know the chances, I'm so blind, blind, blind.
Another place I'll find, escape the pain inside,
you don't know the chances, what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain,
you don't know the chances, I'm so blind, blind, blind.
Deeper, deeper, deeper, is ungreat to
Live'n a life that seems to be, a lost reality,
that can never find a way to reach my inner self. I stay alone.
How deep can I go in the ground that I lay?
If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind.
This time I look to see what's between the lines.
I can see, I can see I'm going blind. 12X
I'm blind. 4X

Ball Tongue
There you are, alone, with no hope of ever having,
something to be proud of, something earned without thinking.
Yes, I know you're a person, a person close to me.
Who do think you are? What more do you want from me.
Ball Tongue. 4X
Why are you at home, buried in your self-pity?
Why do you insist on making a mockery out of me?
Yes, I know you're the person, the person that took time with me.
It doesn't give you the right to expect your life to revolve around me
Ball Tongue. 8X
You were my brother... (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my brother... (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my brother.. (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my brother... (I'm not gonna give in)
You were my brother... (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my brother... (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my brother... (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my brother... (I'm not gonna give in)
How can you fucking doubt me? But, not again... 8X
Ball Tongue. 8X
I'm a Phyco-fuck. 6X
Ball Tongue. 8X
Urrrrr DYKE!

Need To
I, I'm confused. Fighting myself for wanting
to give in to needing your help.
Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch.
Outside, I know you but, inside, I'm fucked.
Can you see in me? Skin cold from touch.
Each day confronted with what I have done.
You pull me closer, I push you away.
You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain. I hate you.
Why are you taken?
I loved you.
Why do I feel so helpless?
Why's it you?
Ripping my insides each time I'm with you.
Why, oh why do I cry? Why do I really need to?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Fuck you bitch!
need to, need to, need to...
Fuck... fuck... fuck... fuck...
I hate you.
Why are you taken?
I loved you.
Why do I feel so helpless?
Why's it you?
Ripping my insides each time I'm with you.
Why, oh why do I cry? Why do I fucking need to?
Fuck
Slut...

Clown
You piece of shit!
Anger inside, comes within my body.
Why you hate me? What have I done?
You tried to hit me.
Scream at me again, if you like,
throw your hate at me, with all your might.
Hit me because I'm strange, hate me.
Tell me I'm a pussy and your hotter than me.
What's with you boy? Think hard...
A tattooed body to hide who you are.
Scared to be honest, real self.
A cowardly man.
I don't run round, trying to be what's not within me.
Look into my eyes, I am free. You're just a wanna-be.
Scream at me again, if you like,
throw your hate at me, with all your might.
Hit me because I'm strange, hate me.
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're hotter than me.
What's with you boy? Think hard...
A tattooed body to hide who you are.
Scared to be honest, real self.
A cowardly man...to come out.
Hit me clown because I'm not from your town. . . NO, hit me clown 4X
Clown you ain't shit, turn around get your face bleed?
Clown you ain't shit, turn around get your face split.
Clown you ain't shit, turn around can't you face me?
Clown you ain't shit, turn around get your face split.
Turn, if you like,
throw your hate at me, with all your might.
Hit me because I'm strange, hate me.
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're hotter than me.
What's with you boy? Think hard...
A tattooed body to hide who you are.
Scared to be honest, be yourself.
A cowardly man.
Just a-fuckin' little... 3X
I'm just a-fuckin' little... 3X
Just a-fuckin' mental...

Divine
I hide, but only to defy you. Take away the only love inside you.
I'll see your face through everyone, inside I've just begun.
You think I'm out to scare you? I'm only out to prepare you.
For when you stop and turn around - your body's going down.
You're gonna waste your time. Your life will soon be mine.
You're definitely one of a kind. You're suffering because of me.
Is divine.
Tell me, why you never liked me? Tell me, once that you'll fight me
Bold, and you wait for the perfect time,
to take what's freely mine.
You pave the dumb, don't bother me. You say your dumb that to defy me. You weigh your dumb on anyone.
Oh well....
You're gonna waste your time. Your life will soon be mine.
You're definitely one of a kind. You're suffering because of me.
It's divine.
Fuck you! I'm fed up with you. I'm not as good as you?
Fuck no, I'm better than you. 8X
You're gonna waste your time. Your life will soon be mine.
You're definitely one of a kind. You're suffering because of me.
It's divine.
Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game?
You tried, you see what you got, me ripping at your brain.

Faget
HERE!!
Here I am different in this normal world. Why do you tease me, make me feel upset?
Fucking stereotypes, feeding their heads. I am ugly, please just go away.
I can see inside you fine. This blessing in disguise.
Why do you treat me this way?
Make the hate stay
I sound like I can never seem to escape, all the
laughing all the pain. If you were me
what would you do? Nothing probably, you'd just throw'me away.
I can see inside you fine. This blessing in disguise.
Why do you treat me this way?
Make the hate stay?
Faget 3X.
Here I am different in this normal world. Why did you tease me, make me feel
absurd? Fucking stereotypes, feeding their heads. I am ugly, please just go away.
I can see inside you fine. This blessing in disguise.
Why do you treat me this way?
Make the hate stay?
Faget.
Pussy. . .
I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it
you wouldn't know a real man if you saw it.
It keeps going on, day after day son, YOU FAGETS get away
we don't want none.
I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way
everyday who gives a fuck, right now?
I got something to say,
to all the people that think things strange, I should be out of here, locked up in
a cage. You don't know what the hell is up now
anyway. You got this pretty
boy feelin' like I'm enslaved - to a world that never appreciated shit;
You can suck my dick and fucking like it.
Hear is my gun he has a body mighty any say.
Hear is my gun he has a body mighty anyway.
Hear is my gun he has a body mighty going to say
Hear is my gun he has a body mighty anyway.
Hear is my gun he has a body mighty any say.
Hear is my gun he has a body mighty going the way
Hear is my gun he has a body mighty going to say
Hear is my gun he has a body mighty going the WAY
I'm just a pretty boy - I'm not supposed to fuck a girl.
I'm just a pretty boy - Living in this fucked up world.
All my life, who am I?
All my life . . .
I'm just a faggot.
I'm a faggot.
I'm not a faget. (what am I?)
You motherfuckin' queers

Shoots and Ladders
(bag pipes and birds chirping in the background) Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head. Into my childhood, they're spoon fed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real.
Look at the pages that cause all this evil.
One, two - buckle my shoe.
Three, four - shut the door.
Five, Six - pick up sticks.
Seven, Eight - lay them straight
London Bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down.
London Bridge is falling down my fair lady.
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head. Into my childhood, they're spoon fed.
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real. Look at the pages that
cause all this evil.
Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone.
This old man came rolling home. 7X
Mary had a little lamb, it's fleece was white as snow.
{Brian "Head" Welsh-Baa Baa Black have you any wool?
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full }
{Jonathan "HIV" Davis- Mary had a little lamb it's fleece was white as snow,
and Mary had a little lamb it ass is white as snow}
Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head. Into my childhood, they're spoon
fed. Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems
real. Look at the pages that
cause all this evil.
Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone. X4

Predictable
I can't in every way, mistake the pain I feel inside.
It comes at me, evil thoughts is
creeping through my mind. Who are you to see that I can't speak what's on my mind.
You run away - it's so predictable.
I can in every way, feel the strength that tingles up inside. Too blind to see,
emptiness and sorrow of their lives. You run away, to the cover of their pointless
ties. You ask me - it's so predictable.
I'm gonna try.or I'm gonna die. I'm gonna try.
Another day. Silence overwhelms my mind. Who's to say if I have the time or why
should I pray for all the hate to go away? Another day. I can never break free.
You wait for me. I crawl up to you. Another day. I'll live forever.
Why should I?
I'm gonna try.or I'm gonna die. I'm gonna try.

Fake
I can't stand the sight of you. I can't stand what you put me through. Your life's a
lie, that you are high. Is it that terrible being you inside? I can't stand all the thoughts of
you. I can't stand all the things you do. Why do you try, to justify? You are just
too scared to be you inside
Let . . . it all go.
Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be.
I can't stand what you put me through. I can't stand even the thought of you.
Your secret lies, that you all hide, is it that terrible being you inside?
Let . . . it all go.
Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be.
You try so hard to be wanted false emotions tells you fronted. I think being a
person relies on one thing, be yourself, let you come through. You're too afraid to
really be someone who isn't false and doesn't care to be. You're too afraid to
really be. Be yourself let you come through.
Fake (you ain't with it, you ain't with it)
Let it all go.

Lies
I would like to search inside for all the things that you all hide. What's the problem? Can't
you seem to search through those problems problems that haunt and taunt you?
I smile while you're afraid. You run, while your soul pays.
{Arugh} Do you ever see outside your fears? Thinking about your life. Thinking about
your inner fears.
I like to search inside for the things that you will hide. What's the problem? Can't
you seem to open your body and let me touch you?
{Arugh} Do you ever see outside your fears? Thinking about your life. Thinking about
your fears.
I want you to see, master of disguise. For all the
things that hurt you, for all thoes useless lies.
I want you to fear, fill you on up inside. I tried to suck you, in I through you up instead
I try. You win. My life... is ripping your heart out, destroying my pain. (Gouh)
{Arugh} Do you ever see outside your fears? Thinking about your life.
Thinking about your inner fears. {Arugh}

Helmet in the Bush
Hello? Ei Es Caco? El es Caco? Eh, you know, y-you
fuckin' call me El Caco?
OKAY?

I keep asking what's your lie? It is disturbing, this isn't right. Days keep
passing. One notch at a time. I don't feel right.
Please God let me sleep tonight.
Every day confronted. Sucker freinds, it's giving in.
I just wanna know why?
{want to} give it. . . I can't escape. (3 times)
I keep asking, can you please try. It is
haunting, this tin stone mine. Days keep passing.
Line after line. I don't feel right.
Please God don't let me die tonight.
Every day confronted. Sucker freinds giving in. I
just wanna know why?
{want to} give it. . . I can't escape.
Please God.
Please God help me.
Please God free me.
Please God free me from my painful situation.
Please God help me.
Please God free me.
Please God save me from my painful situation.
(Want to give it up so that I know I can't escape)
Please God dont let me slip in tonight, oh please God.
Please God dont let me ship in tonight, please God.
Please God dont let me slip in tonight, don't let me die.
Please God dont let me give in tonight, don't let me die.

Caco?

Daddy
"People think Daddy was written because my dad fucked
me up the ass, but that's not what the song's about.
It wasn't about my dad or my mum.
When I was a kid I was being abused by someone else
and I went to my parents and told them about it.
They thought I was lying and joking around, so they never did shit about it.
They didn't belive it was happening to their son.
I don't like to talk about that song, this is the most I've ever talked about it.

Mother, please forgive me. I just have to get out all my pain and suffering. Now
that I am done, remember I will always love you. . . I'm your son.
Little child, looking so pretty. Come out and play, I'll be your Daddy. Innocent
child, looking so sweet. Rape your mind, dear god your flesh I reep
You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. "That's a good boy."
And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No-one hears me. It hurt. I'm not a liar. My
God. Saw you watch. Mommy, why? Your own child.
Little child, looking so pretty. Come out and play, I'll be your Daddy
You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. "That's a good boy."
And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No-one hears me.
It hurt. Not a lot. My
God. Saw you watch.
Mommy, why?
It's alright
"I didn't touch you there." Mommy said she didn't care.
"I didn't touch you there." That's why Momma stopped and stared.
Innocent child, looking so sweet. Rape your mind, and now your flesh I reap.
You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. "That's a good boy."
And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No-one hears me. It hurt. As a child. My
God. Saw you watch.
Mommy, why? {Eh heh heh }
I fucking hate you. . . AHHH you Mother Fucker!!!
I Fucking Hate YOU!!
FUCK YOU
You son of a bitch
You fucking ruined my life, I wish you were dead
I'll get you, you mother fucker. . . .
Oh that fucking piece of . . . . . . . .
I HATE YOU ! ! ! ! !
I fucking hate you!
I HATE YOU ! ! ! !
Piece of SHIT
AAAAHHHHH! ! ! ! ! ! eeeeeyyehhh. . . ahhhhh. . .
{desperatly gasping for air}
{Crying. . . . }
{head} laughing