December 28th-9:41pm

Hey, this is my first super secret journal entry =P im writing here so that not jsut anyone can see like my other one. I havent to my other one in a while becuase, well, i dont want everyone to see,lol. I can some up the past weeks in five sylibols..."FAN-FUCKING-TABULOUS" I have found someone I love and they love me back =) The name of my dream come true is of course, Amanda. She is everything I need in a person. She is funny, nice (but not sickeningly nice), caring, beautiful, she is in touch with ehr emotions (i dont like shallow emotioned people) she likes to draw and write, she is..perfect. I love her with all my heart and some times I wish so badly that I were 30 years old wit ha office job and married to her. then I could come home fro ma day of sitign at a computer, eat dinner with her, put on some music, dance, and see what happens from there. it hurts both of us a bit to think that the person we love is so far away, over 1000miles.but im confident we will meet one day =). school is out so that makes me even more happy. ive been sleeping in everyday, and life cant get much better (except unless me and Mandy werent so far away) ok ,ill write mroe when there is more important stuff.