Sometimes that's what I feel
At times in my life,
there have been moments,
where I've just wanted to walk away.
I couldn't take the anger,
and I couldn't take the pain.
But then,
if I were to have thrown it all way,
it would've meant,
that it was a waste of time,
a waste of life!
Things I believed in and strived for,
would've had no meaning!
It would've meant,
that all those times of being laughed at
that they were right in doing so.
This means that the things I've felt,
all would have been considered a sin.
What do you do for one,
and to say to one who has felt so much!
I know that if I would've listened,
to all those who were around me,
some things would've never come true!
It's bad enough,
I was put through the hell,
all just for trying to be who I am,
and believing in what is right to do!
How can one heal inside,
when certain things are still being done
Reminding me constantly with the pain!
Trying to understand,
wanting an answer!
I look and behold, "please tell me"
I still haven't won.
Sometimes that's what I feel,
"that all want me to walk away"!
It's like sticking a knife in the heart,
constantly bleeding, crying out!
I'm hoping someone will show me,
show me a different way!
Written by Phoenix(Phxdsiv)5-31-00
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