Now I know what it feels like to die inside,
my mind laid to waste by your kind!
And I cannot seem to find,
Gotta' drink myself blind!
Now ya jus' fuckin' lie. All you ever do is cry.
I hate to say "I told ya so", but that's how it goes sometimes.
You ain't lookin' so good now, honey,
you're stressin your boy. What, did he run outta' money?
And I'm sittin' at home all alone,
flowin' with this bottle of Jack by the telephone.
I'm sick 'cuz your shit is so wack
and played out, but I still want you back.
Lately you look tired and worn,
it ain't cool how he strung you out and left you torn.
But then again, I never understood what you saw in him
and why you don't let me in.
Now I know what it feels like to die inside,
my mind laid to waste by your kind!
And I cannot seem to find,
Gotta' drink myself blind!
I can't take it anymore. Well, I've been dropped like this before.
Too fuckin' bad, you didn't think it was worth fighting for
until I found someone new, and you're the one who
couldn't see this through and it's true that you
waited too long. Uh-oh. What's up? Looks like you were wrong once more.
And you're sweatin' it, I knew you would
'cuz he will never love you in the way that I could.
I don't know why I do this to myself, but that's what I'm about.
She said she left me here 'cuz she don't need me to bleed
out another emotional fatality.
Now I know what it feels like to die inside,
my mind laid to waste by your kind!
And I cannot seem to find,
Gotta' drink myself blind!