ill
I have been extremely sick the past few days, I caght it from my sister and am bed ridden and am going through tissues like candy, I am now coming down with a ear ache and have a horrendous cough, though none of you really care that is just what I have been doing.

presidents
bush or karry?
I can't vote het but karry is a loser, if he is voted president then i would be ashamed to say i came from his country, his whole perception on gay rights is whack, now bush on the other hand is a good christian and has great morrals, he has been and will keep on being a awsome president, people blame him for the whole 9/11 deal, it wasn't his fault, it would have happended weather karry, clinton, gore, or anybody was in presidentcy, GWB handled it all very well(in my oppinion), maybe he went i little to far with the whole iraq thing but i would have done worse and i think every one else would have to.

American society
Do you ever wonder why the heck people will give them selves up and change the way they are just to fit in with society?
why would you wan't to be like someone else in the first place?
for example, in schools you have the popular girls and then you have all the girls that want to be like them, they get hurt by all thoes people that have no right to tell you that you aren't pretty or can't be popular, these people you will forget them for the rest of your life, but if you try hard to gain there acceptance you will be hurt by them and it won't go away.
what i'm really trying to say is, American society sucks!

dry eyes
my days were most interesting, last night i stayed up till 2:00 in the morning with my friends hitting eachother with drum sticks and then i wokeup at 6:30
for a garage sale that me and my youth group had, we made some good money and then went out to eat, then i got home and checked my e-mail and found a interesting letter(i won't get into that)and if by any chance michael miller reads this, my body is just fine and i'm not afraid, now i shall go to bed.


P.S God loves you michael.

the day today
great!!! today i started my blog deal, if it really does work then that would be great, cuzz nothing ever seems to work for me U_U
i just moved from a dingy place called upstate new york, to a dry, suny, warm place called phoenix arizona, this all happened about 6 monthes ago, i left ny aswell as my 3 best friends, my dad, my memories, and my dog burried in my back yard, it may sound bad but it was for the better, i made new friends i found people that can be a father figure in my life.
people would see on the outside a nice, polite boy but on the in side there was hatred and malice toward my dad and the rest of my family, through my childhood i was rejected by anybody and everybody i guess i just wasn't a very likable person.
but today i am free from that. how? you may ask,
its God, if it wasn't for him i prolly would be dead right now, he changed me andset me free, and now there is no reason to be angry, sure i may have a crappy life and sure i have no dad and like 2 friends i just remember that lifes to short to be pissed off all the time. just live life with what you have.