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SADNESS

HELLO AND WELCOME

(((THIS IS A TRUE STORY OF A LADY I KNOW)))

I WOULD LIKE TOO TELL YOU OF A LADY I KNOW THAT HAS HAD A LOT OF SORROW IN HER LIFE.SHE WAS ABANDONED AS A CHILD AND OF COURSE HER MOTHER DIDN`T LOVE HER SHE WENT FROM ONE PLACE TO ANOTHER,THERE WAS NO LOVE FROM THESE PEOPLE ETHER,THEY JUST WANTED HER FOR SOME ONE TOO WORK FOR THEM,SHE WAXED HARDWOOD FLOORS ON HER KNEES AT THE AGE OF 6 YEARS OLD,AND IF IT WASN`T DONE RIGHT THE LADY OF THE HOUSE WOULD BEAT HER WITH A WINDOW SHADE ROD.SHE OFTEN PRAYED TOO GOD TOO LET HER GET IT RIGHT SO SHE WOULDN`T GET BEAT,AND AT TIME`S PRAYED TOO GOD TOO LET HER DIE.

AS TIME WENT ON SHE GREW UP AND MEET A MAN AT THE AGE OF 17 ,HE TOLD HER HE LOVED HER AND NEVER HAVEING ANY ONE LOVE HER BEFORE SHE BELIVED HIM AND THEY GOT MARRIED.

SHE LOVED CHILDREN VERY MUCH AND WANTED CHILDREN OF HER OWN. AS I SAID SHE BELIVED THIS MAN LOVED HER. BUT AFTER A WHILE SHE RELIZED HE COULDN`T BECAUSE HE WANTED TOO SLEEP WITH EVERY WOMAN HE COULD.AND HE WOULD EVEN BRAG AND TELL HER ABOUT IT. BUT SHE WANTED TOO HAVE CHILDREN SO SHE PUT UP WITH IT ,IN FACT HE WOULD TELL PEOPLE THAT THE ONLY REASON SHE GOT MARRIED WAS SO SHE COULD HAVE BABIES

SHE BELIVED AND KNEW THAT HER BABIES WOULD GIVE HER THE LOVE SHE WANTED SO BADLY.SO IT ENDED UP THAT SHE HAD 4 BABIES TOO GIVE HER LOVE AND FOR HER TOO LOVE SO VERY MUCH.AS YEARS WENT ALONG SHE GOT TIRED OF HIS DRINKING AND SLEEPING WITH ALL KINDS OF FEMALES.BUT SHE STUCK IT OUT FOR HER CHILDREN. THEN ONE DAY HE CAME HOME DRUNK AND PUT A KNIFE TOO HER BACK AND TOLD HER SHE WAS GOING TOO DO SEXUAL THINGS TOO HIM OR HE WOULD KILL HER AND EVEN IF SHE DID HE WOULD KILL HER

SHE REFUSED TOO,ONE OF HER GIRLFRIENDS WAS THERE AND WENT AND CALLED THE POLICE,THE HUSBAND WAS ARRESTED.

HIS UNCLE BAILED HIM OUT,HE WAS ORDERD TOO PAY $25.00 A MONTH FOR THE CHILDREN.SHE WOULD PUT THE MONEY IN THE BANK AND WRITE CHECK`S FOR THING`S.WELL SHE HAD WRITTEN CHECKS FOR THINGS ONE MONTH AND HE DIDN`T PAY.NOW HE WAS OUT ON BAIL AND HAD RAPE CHARGES EVEN THOUGHT IT WAS HIS WIFE BECAUSE HE HELD A KNIFE ON HER,AND NOW SHE HAD BOUNCED CHECKS.SO THEY REACHED AN AGREEMENT THAT HE WOULD PAY HER WAY TOO FLA AND PAY THE CHECK`S OFF AND THE CHARGE`S WOULD BE DROPED AGAINST HIM,SO FOR HER CHILDRENS SHE DID AFTER ALL SHE DIDN`T WANT HER CHILDREN WITHOUT A FATHER OR MOTHER,AND THAT`S WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPEN IF THEY BOTH HAD GONE TOO JAIL,HER CHILDREN WOULD HAVE LIVED A LIFE LIKE SHE HAD.

SO AFTER ALL THE COURT CHARGES AND ALL WERE OVER AND SHE HAD BEEN GONE TOO FLA FOR A LITTLE OVER A YEAR HE SENT HER MONEY TOO COME BACK.NOW I WANT TOO TELL YOU THAT THIS LADY HAD NO EASY TIME WHILE SHE WAS IN FLA,SHE WENT WITHOUT FOOD AND SLEEPED AT HOMES OF GAY MEN BECAUSE SHE KNEW THEY WOULDN`T BOTHER HER,SHE ALMOST DIED FROM KIDNEY POISON.WELL SHE GOT BACK TOO HER CHILDREN.HE WOULDN`T WORK SHE HAD TOO GO TOO WORK TOO MAKE SURE THEY HAD A LITTLE FOOD TOO EAT.NOT LONG AFTER THEY SPLIT UP SHE HAD HER CHILDREN.ON HER BABY DAUGHTERS BIRTHDAY HE CAME TOO TAKE THEM FOR ICE CREAM,AND NOT LONG AFTER THEY HAD LEFT A POLICEMAN SHOWED UP WITH A ORDER AND SERVED IT ON THE LADY ,SHE WAS ORDERED NOT TOO GET CLOSE TOO HIM OR THE CHILDREN,HE COULDN`T CONTROL HER ANY MORE SO HE HAD TOO BE MEAN AND BAD TOO HER AND THE WAY TOO DO THAT WAS BY TAKEING HER CHILDREN.

SHE WAS AGAIN PUT IN THE PLACE WHERE SHE HAD TOO MAKE A CHOISE OF HER CHILDREN BEING SPLIT UP OR STAYING TOGATHER,SHE HAD NO MONEY TO FIGHT SO HE GOT THE CHILDREN SHE GOT VISITATION RITES.IT DIDN`T TAKE LONG BEFORE THE CHILDREN WERE IN HE`S WAY OF PARTYING.

SO TOO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT IN A FEW YEARS SHE REMARRIED BUT THE EX HAD BRAIN WASHED HER CHILDREN INTO THINKING THAT THEIR MOTHER HAD DESERTED THEM WHEN SHE WENT TOO FLA , (YOUR MOTHER DOESN`T CARE ANY THING ABOUT YOU.)

THE MAN SHE MARRIED OF COURSE TOLD HER HE LOVED HER AND OF COURSE SHE BELIVED HIM ,BUT HE WAS JUST LIKE HER FIRST HUSBAND AND THE FATHER OF ALL HER CHILDREN.

HER SECOND HUSBAND HAD A SON .WELL AS I SAID HER CHILDREN WERE IN THE WAY OF HER EX`S PARTYING SO HE CALLED AND ASK HER IF SHE WOULD TAKE THEM.OH HOW HAPPY THAT MADE HER AND HE SAID HE WOULD PAY CHILD SUPPORT.WELL SHE HAD HER BABIES BACK AND THEY LOVED THEIR STEP DAD AND HE LOVED THEM.BUT AFTER ABOUT 2 YEARS AND HER EX NEVER SENDING NOT ONE PENNY FOR SUPPORT HER HUSBAND TOLD HER TOO CALL HIM AND TELL HIM TOO COME AND GET HER CHILDREN,SHE HATED TOO DO IT ,BUT HER HUSBAND PAYED HIS SUPPORT FOR HIS SON SO WHY NOT HER EX.

WELL THE EX CAME AND GOT 3 OF THEM THE OLDEST STAYED AND PRETTY SOON 2 MORE CAME BACK TOO HER. WELL SHE AND THE SECOND HUSBAND DIVORCED SHE CAUGHT HIM IN THE BED WITH A WOMAN.AND THIS LADY WILL NOT PUT UP WITH ADULTRY BECAUSE SHE BELIVES IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE YOU DON`T WANT ANY ONE ELSE.HER OLDEST DAUGHTER MARRIED AND HAD A BABY AND SHE MOVED WITH THEM TOO THE WEST.ANOTHER BABY FOR THE LADY TOO LOVE AND IT`S A GRANDBABY.

HER CHILDRENS DADDY AND HIS GIRLFRIEND AND THIS LADY AND HER HUSBAND AND 2 OF HER CHILDREN LIVE IN THE SAME TOWN,1 DAUGHTER LIVES ABOUT 250 MILES AWAY THE BABY DAUGHTER LIVES ALONG WAYS AWAY. THE LADY AND HER 3rd HUSBAND NOW HAVE BEEN MARRIED 21 YEARS AND IT`S BEEN A RUFF 21 YEARS BUT SHE`S STUCK IT OUT.BUT 5 YEARS AGO SHE HAD A CAT THAT SHE LOVED AND HE GOT REAL SICK AND SHE JUST COULDN`T WATCH HIM DIE SO SHE TOOK HIM TOO THE VET AND WHEN HER HUSBAND CAME HOME HE GOT REAL MAD ABOUT HER TAKEING THE CAT TOO THE VET AND HE TOLD HER HE DIDN`T LOVE HER ANY MORE,BUT SHE BELIVES HE STILL DOES HE`S GOOD TOO HER NOW.AFTER SOME RUFF YEARS.

IT SEEMS LIKE NOBODY CAN LOVE THIS LADY JUST USE HER.BUT THEY ARE STILL MARRIED.SHE HAS EXPLAINED TOO ALL HER CHILDREN WHAT HAPPEN WITH THEIR DAD AND THE LADY,SHE THOUGHT THEY UNDERSTOOD,BUT THE LADY IS ALWAYS HEARING FROM SOME OF THEIR FRIENDS ,THAT THEY SAY THE LADY DIDN`T RAISE THEM AND THAT SHE ABANDONED THEM. THE LADY HAD A REAL TRAGEDY IN HER LIFE 4 MONTHS AGO AND SHE NOW KNOWS THAT HER CHILDREN STILL BELIVE WHAT THEIR DAD HAS BRAINWASHED INTO THEIR HEADS.

THE LADY WAS NOT EVEN RECONIZED AS THE GRANDMOTHER AT HER GRANDDAUGHTERS FUNERAL,CAN YOU IMAGIN HOW THAT MUST HAVE BROKE HER HEART. THE GIRLFRIEND OF THE LADYS EX HUSBAND WAS.THE EX IS OLD NOW AND SO IS THE LADY ,BUT HE IS STILL NOT MAN ENOUGH TOO ADMIT TOO THEIR CHILDREN WHAT REALY HAPPEN AND THAT HE WAS WRONG. SO THE SORROW AND UNLOVED JUST KEEPS ON GOING IN THIS LADY`S LIFE.

SHE HAS NOT HAD A CALL OR VISIT FROM HER CHILDREN IN 2 MONTHS SHE`S A GOOD LADY. LOVES GOD WITH ALL HER HEART. HAS AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER CHILDREN,GRANDCHILDREN AND GREATGRANDCHILDREN.BUT SHE KNOW`S OF ONE WHO LOVES HER AND ALLWAYS HAS AND ALLWAYS WILL AND THAT IS GOD.OUR HEAVENLY FATHER. BUT SHE NOW SOME TIMES THINKS MAYBE SHE SHOULD NOT HAVE GONE TOO FLA AND THEN HER CHILDREN WOULD HAVE A REASON TOO HATE HER.THEY DON`T STOP TOO THINK THAT IF SHE HAD NOT THEY WOULD HAVE BEEN IN FOSTER HOMES AND THEY WERE ANY WAY THIS ALL HAPPEN BACK IN THE 60`S AND 70`S AND IT WAS NOT THE SAME THEN AS IT IS NOW.SO TOO THIS LADY ONE DAY HER CHILDEN WILL BE SORRY WHEN THEY DON`T HAVE YOU TOO KICK AROUND ANYMORE,OR MAYBE THEY WILL JUST BE SORRY SHE IS GONE.LET`S JUST HOPE THAT THEY ARE NOT SO COLD HEARTED THAT THEY HAVE A PARTY .BUT I DO KNOW THAT THE LADY LOVES YOU WITH ALL HER HEART . AND SHE WILL FINALY FIND AND HAVE THE LOVE SHE HAS ALWAYS WANTED AND SHE WILL HAVE NO MORE SORROW.AND THAT LOVE WILL COME FROM THE HEAVENLY FATHER

THE PRETTY YOUNG LADY IS MY GRANDDAUGHTER DANA KILLED BY A DRUNK DRIVER ALONG WITH HER OTHER GRANDMOTHER

7-6-2003

THANK YOU ANNE & MAYA & VAL.

UP DATE I AM NOW 70 YEARS OLD AND MORE SADNESS HAS CAME INTO MY LIFE.MY GRANDSON BILLY MARSHALL LANTZ WAS KILLED 10-22-2006.

2 OF MY BABY`S IN 3 YEARS

BOTH BY DRUNK DRIVERS.HERE IS BILLY AND DANA TOGETHER.

I LOVE YOU MY DARLINGS.LOVE GRANDMA

WELL THE LADY HAS HAD MORE SORROW IN HER LIFE SHE LOST HER HUSBAND ON MAY 12 th 2010 THEY WERE MARRIED 27 YEAR`S SHE IS NOW 73 YEARS OLD AND THE LOVE OF HER LIFE IS GONE

HE WAS A GOOD MAN AND SHE WILL SEE HIM IN HEAVEN ONE DAY.

AND THE EX PASSED AWAY IN JUNE OF 2009.

Email: ekahnell@peoplepc.com