haiku

tears slip down my chest
thoughts of laying on her brest
the living don’t rest

her nest is empty
bodies broken on the floor
true rest...permanent

floating into space
placid look upon my face
screaming in my mind

so indifferent
drifting slowly through time
occupied with rhyme

momentary frozen space
lock memory from erase
perfect/permanent

i’m losing her love
not fact just a feeling of
emptiness inside

speeding down the highway
please don’t pull me from the wreck
need to get away

everything is dead
nothing glimmers anymore
nothing beautiful

life so meaningless
not any less than before
now unbearable

she cannot hold love
so i ask what was the point?
my heart meaningless

my mask is slipping
nausea growing from loss
was it worth the cost?

everything is lost
but yes i’d loose it all again
love sick masochist

Life’s vice’s scars burn.
i am empty... . .soul it yerns.
anxious.. . stomach churns

love for what it earns($)
world decaying...... . . yet it turns?
history?! no one learns

feed me emptiness
feed me with what you have missed
feed me Venus kiss

feed me till it dies
feed me please, for how can i?
feed me pity crys

feed me inner bliss
feed me painfull silentness
feed me brokeness

feed me your blind eye
feed me your eternal sigh
feed me though i try