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living is a learning game the more bad times you encounter the more you learn nothing changes things just stay the same

loves well that another story ... never ending one unfortunetly for me i have loved 2 girls to be infact and ive just turned 21 im not with them i hate them both, well not really but i am hurting inside

i opened my box that contains loves letters for boths girls

i went thru the letters about 8o0 from one girl saying how proud and happy she was to be with me , and how much shell love me forever...

well i wish that were tru how could you say you love someone so much yet .. you give up on them ?

maybe thats why i hate them so they gave up on me like i wasnt worth fightimg for alone as i am now i did learn many things i dont fall in love so fast and try to stay away from similar situations that ended up hurting me in the past

i wonder if they for go tabout me i personaly would never forget about them memories of them will be with me forever why should i still be in pain ? is something ill never know but i do know i will love again

i hope .... am maybe the next time they write me a love letter they wont use the word Love so freely