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Alone in the dark

I’m cursed to walk this planet in search of her ,its some twisted cycle that’s been going on I feel forever , I find her then die the be reborn to find her again like some lovers hide and go seek I can feel her presence,

I don’t know what she may look like or where she may be , armed with only my feelings to be with her again I walk empty and lost ... or maybe I’m crazy wasting my time on some idea and feelings there never were mine .. who knows , to be happy and finally at peace is my ultimate goal , and when I find her ill be complete don’t get me wrong I’m not desperate or needy , things will all come together in time.

Ill know it’s her from the look in her eyes and her smiles that are meant for me

So what ive learn so far is that , nothing in life is perfect and no girl out there is either or guy, and if they seem like they are , their hiding there flaw’s very well and one day with slip

Relationships: If there are doubts, and you have a sense that you’re missing out, you probable are

If you stop & think and wonder about what it would be like to be with some else, you should be with that some one else,

If you give your 100% towards making things work and your other half doesn’t ever tie up lose ends or isn’t reliable, or drags you down, leave you’ll be better off

How long do you wait before you give up? When you get to the point where you keep saying “ill just give a bit more time” your at the point were your wasting you time, things will never change & 1 year is too long and your missing out

The point of a relationship in my eyes: Is to grow together and work together To be happy, experiment and have fun, to have a meaningful life with children

if you really love them and they were everything you’ve always wanted / soul mate, meant to be Tralala you would never cheat on them & it wouldn’t even cross your mind, I’ve been thru many relationship every time its always something different that doesn’t work out, but its what I call fine tuning for that some you will be with for ever.

Hope this helps this would have been handy when I was going thru my messes