it is difficult to explain myself to you
when you already idealize
your words cut epitomize
if you only knew
who i am
the pieces i've gift wrapped
for hands that have touched
the motions that escape your
preoccupied eyes
part of you
knows all
will not allow 
a question...
i see
     but i know i miss 
     (am deceived
by your perception)
ignorant
        softness
                unraveled

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you tell me
through scorched

teeth, how you 
long for

purity, better
late, than

tongues immoral
hands remain

outside, looking
in requires

sanction, I can
not give with 

a smile, is it 
really eyes

early,
never

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eyes quiet say so much
in candlelit blanket
shared(incredulity)
hair spiky
at ease
insane smirk
infinity
ended 
began
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swallowed dreams
depleted soul
i would burn for you
if you'd let me
morphined eyes
stare away
emptied conscience
inconstant
perfectly pure
you can't
anymore
drown
me
run pretend
give up
waste away
sallow starvation
selfish hiding
enclose 
my
butchered 
stars