Copyright ©1997
This image from the Ding Dong School book was
my first attempt, done around the age of five, at copying an image. My
mother had, first, drawn a picture of Bugs Bunny. After she was done, I
mustered the courage and tried doing the same thing she had done. Starting
at the nose, I finally gave up when I reached the second ear because I
could see just how much the relationships between the placements of things
were off. There was such an utter sense of frustration, but how was a five-year-old
to know that he really should be drawing stick figures of people at that
age. That was the day that I set my resolve. I would be able to do that.
Having no children that were my age in our isolated neighborhood, I had
nothing to compare myself with. It wasn't until I finally got into Kindergarten
that I started drawing the typical 'stick figure people' and square houses
with bumps of smoke coming from he chimneys like I was 'supposed to' do.
I still had the capability of drawing things as I saw them, but I also
would do what was 'required' of me, never knowing that I really should
not be drawing the typical round-headed / two-dots-for-eyes pictures that
everyone else drew. The power of persuasion is strong and can lead a person
into not achieving their highest potential.