Staring out into the night
Wanting the darkness to swallow me whole
The shadows to eat me alive
Wondering if I'll have to crawl to the moon
Just to feel the warmth of her love
To touch the beauty of her face
To become the light in her eyes
Gazing out into the water
Wanting to walk into her arms
The waves consuming all that I am
Never returning to this Hell
Wondering if I'll have to lie on the floor of the ocean
Just to be lost in her embrace
To taste the wounds of her soul
To heal the ache in her heart
Standing out on this ledge
Wanting to fall from its stability
The wind to carry me to the ends of the earth
Finally rising above this madness
Wondering if I'll have to come crashing to the ground
Just to hear the words she spoke only for me
To remember how it felt to make love to her
To make her want me again
Sitting alone on the snowy ground
Wanting to sink beneath its comfort
The ice to numb the emotions inside
Cool this burning desire
Wondering if I'll have to fade to the next lifetime
Just spend my life dreaming beside her
To be the one who makes her happy
To die wrapped in her arms