From the darkness I come, trying to run away from my past, trying to hide from the demons that haunt me, trying to forget, but knowing that I can not, because they are a painful part of my lonely, suffering life, life that I can no longer handle, I can not take it anymore, everything is hurting me so much, I am broken inside, but not another human being can see it, I can not let them see, I am trying to hide it from them. Now my pain is getting too hard to take and I am losing my protecting shield, which is not going to handle those emotional slashes that others give to me, no longer...
Now I follow the path that I found, hoping that maybe by following it, I may find a way to forever peace, but when I look around me, I see nothing but the endless darkness that surrounds me. I have been here looking for my way out for so long, and I can not remember when I came here, or why, I remember only the demons that have haunted me forever and the darkness that I have got used to already, but still I am scared, of something that I don't know, but knowing that there is something else in here. I look for the light that I haven't seen for a long time, and maybe I will never see it again, but I know I must keep looking for it...
And this silence is driving me crazy, I here my own steps, heart beats and my breath, and sometimes I can hear the mourning, crying and screaming of another lost souls, and of course when the demons come to tease me I can hear them laughing at me, they tease me for a while, leave me alone, and then like a clock strikes at every hour, they come again, regularly. I have lost my sense of time, I can not see the difference between day and night, it's all so dark, always.
Maybe by following this path I could find the light and finally, peace, or maybe not, who knows, not me.
I shall just keep on walking deeper into the darkness...
