Topic: Personal Ponderings
Everything is accelerating so fast these days. One blinks and all is different. Blinks again and there is something new. Blinks again and it is all integrated. Then takes a breath for pause and blinks yet again and the world turns sideways.
Just since March 11 my life has changed. I have a roommate now who is of like mind. We are building a Spiritual friendship and space for growth and recognition. The focus during March was about clean up, letting go and refining the understanding about the importance of mind focus. Or where one chooses to dwell.
A learning field was created and a Spiritual game of sorts began. Both of us participated... days became nights and nights became days. Time stood still and only this playing field existed. Nothing else took precedence. Only Light and Darkness. As long as the focus remained... more opportunities presented. Increasing exponentially as the days passed.
The battle raged, crested and then ended with a loud thud. In a dream Athena put down her sword and stepped back from it all. We both awoke that night with the same understanding. 'I quit! This is such a waste of time. Being Spiritual isn't about this. Seeing Light vs. Darkness continues separation. I choose Oneness and Love!'.
The question 'What do you want?' was answered. The focus on separation created a daily reality filled with seeing ever more separation. The understanding was gained and integrated and focus once again changed to Oneness and Love. Thank you Beloved Creator for this powerful experience and the spiritual understanding gained.
The Lesson: If the focus remains on something being 'better than' or 'worse than' battling consciousness never ends. For example seeing Light opposed to Darkness only continues separation. What do you want?
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