Chronicles of the
Children of Destiny
Volume 15
Andrew and Jessica
By
Daniel Thomas Andrew Daly
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Prologue
The heart of God
searched throughout eternity. It
searched, yearning as it travelled – seeking.
Seeking a mystery. The mystery of
love. And as it searched, it brushed
over thousands, if not millions, of souls.
Souls saying desperate ‘I love you’s,’ and souls desperate to hear as
such. And as the spirit searched, in its
heart it already knew who it was searching for.
And, coming into one of the many Canberra’s, climbing downwards into a simple
flat, it found a heart, a beautiful human heart, a girl named Jessica, and
promised her, no matter what fateful choice was made, inevitably, she would
find the love of her life. Inevitably.
Chapter One
‘Sing a song
of sixpence, a pocketful of rye, four and twenty blackbirds, baked in a pie.’
Andrew watched
as Jessica was making their bed, sitting in the easy chair in the corner of her
room, humming an old nursery rhyme to herself.
‘You seem to be in a good mood,’ he said.
‘Why wouldn’t
I be,’ she responded. ‘I have you.’
‘Yes, you have
me,’ he responded.
The last first
few weeks of their six months together had been unexpected in many ways for
Andrew. Very unexpected. Certainly, he knew Jessica would be devoted,
but it had been more than that. She had
created a spirit over the flat of warmth and welcoming, of love and devotion,
of one as if they were already married, and that was a matter of fact. And in that love he was finding happy
consolation. But who would he choose, in
the end? Bianca or Jessica?
When Jessica
had finished the bed, they came out into the living room and he stared at
her. ‘What next, Jess? We have a free weekend? What do you want to do?’
She sat down
on the couch, indicated he should sit next to her, and doing so he found her
suddenly cosying up next to him, kissing him on the cheek, and just loving
him. Shortly she picked up the remote,
switched on the movie channel, and said ‘We’ll watch some movies. Tonight we may as well go out for dinner. Let’s have a lazy day today, though. Do nothing.’
‘As you wish,’
he responded, and put his arm around her, snuggling in for a quiet day.
They stayed in
most of the morning, watching two movies, but by the afternoon Andrew was
restless, and looking for something to do.
‘We could go
out, I guess,’ suggested Jessica. ‘See
some of the city. There are still so
many things in Canberra 37 which we have wanted to get to for a long time.’
‘A good idea
as any,’ responded Andrew. ‘I’ll get my
wallet.’
Once in the
car, outside of Andrew’s flat, Jessica suggested they make there way towards the
city centre and just see if anything reached out and grabbed them. A good enough suggestion to Andrew.
As they drove
along, silence was in the car. Jessica
seemed happy enough to Andrew, but it had been like that the last couple of
days. She was no longer speaking a great
deal. He was curious about that.
‘Jessica. Is something up? I mean, you have quieted down a lot. Is something on your mind?’
Jessica turned
to him, and smiled. ‘I was always told
speak when you are spoken to.’
‘Sure, if you
are a kid,’ responded Andrew.
Jessica smiled
softly at that, but didn’t respond, and returned her gaze forwards.
Andrew puzzled
on that for a few moments but let it go.
They drove along, through the heart of Canberra 37, gazing at various
places which Andrew suggested looked interesting, but Jessica never
commented. Eventually they ended up in
the city centre, and Andrew found a parking spot in one of the pay parking
towers, and they came out into a busy thoroughfare.
‘Well, I guess
we’ll just stroll along,’ said Andrew.
‘See if anything catches us.’
Jessica said
nothing.
They walked
along a row of shops and found a café, ordered lattes, and sat there, enjoying
the summer breeze. Jessica looked
radiant today. Her long, dark hair had
been washed with the finest shampoos that morning, something she did regularly,
and paid a lot for. But she wanted to
look her best, and maintained that. She
had a tan shirt on, in a womanly style, and black slacks, with elegant
shoes. A slight blush on her face, and a
pink lipstick. Really, she looked as
beautiful a maiden as they came.
There lattes
arrived and he sipped on it at once, while Jessica simply looked out at the
street, looking beautiful.
‘What’s on
your mind Jess?’
She turned to
him. ‘You,’ she said.
‘You flatter
me.’ She smiled at that.
He sipped on
her latte, and she finally took a little sip on hers, before frowning on it
slightly, and putting it down.
‘Is there
something wrong with the drink?’ he asked her.
‘They put
sugar in it,’ she responded.
‘Oh, that’s
right,’ said Andrew. ‘I forgot. Your diet.
I asked them to put sugar in them.
Look, I can exchange it.’
‘Don’t worry,’
she responded. ‘It’s fine.’
He nodded.
They were
there for half an hour, or so. She
didn’t take another sip on her latte, but she didn’t speak at all. Just sat there, looking at him occasionally,
remaining silent. Something was up –
Andrew knew it. Was she being silent for
a reason? Didn’t she have anything to
say to him anymore? Had something
happened? Finally the silence was too
much for him.
‘Look, what
gives Jess? What is with all the silent
treatment?’
She looked at
him and said ‘Like I said. Speak when
spoken to.’
‘You’re hardly
a child. You’re a grown woman.’
‘But isn’t that
what obedient wives are supposed to be like?
Submissive to their husbands.’
He looked at
her, but decided not to say anything in response straight away. Not straight away.
He sipped on
his latte, gazed around and stood.
‘Well, ok. Let’s go.’
She nodded,
stood, and as they made there way back to the car, Andrew knew the angle
Jessica was using at once. She wanted
him to know that she would serve him – that she would be a faithful wife – that
she would be the one who would be there for him, in sickness and in
health. That much was obvious.
As they made
there way back out of the city, driving home, Andrew thought on that
issue. Is that what he wanted? A wife who would serve him? A wife who would adore him? Is that what attracted him to Jessica in the
first place? Her humility? He didn’t know. He really didn’t know at all.
They stayed in
that night, instead of going out, and the silence remained, and somehow Andrew
knew it would be like that for the next five and a half months. She would be showing herself faithful. That much seemed to be sure.
* * *
For four solid
weeks it was like that. A silent,
submissive, subservient Jessica.
Apparently everything Andrew was supposed to desire. Supposedly.
At dinners she
would always insist on cooking the meals and serving him, and she would always
wait until he started his meal before she would begin her own. She would insist on doing all the laundry,
and all the housework in general, once saying his job was the bread winner, and
her job was the house maiden. She had
taken leave without pay from her work, to remain at home to look after the flat
and be a perfect partner. More than
that, she fussed over him, insisting on washing his feet in a plastic basin
when he got home from work, constantly tidying up after him, and doing all that
she was supposedly supposed to do to be the perfect faithful wife. Supposedly.
And, of
course, she never took the initiative, and remained constantly silent unless
spoken to. Always.
Andrew, in
reflection over the attitudes he had personally developed in life, admitted
that he took a lot of influence from his father Daniel’s relationship with his
mother Ariel. Ariel was a strong woman,
but seemed to be in a tradition house wife arrangement of sorts with Daniel in
many ways. Yet she would certainly speak
her mind, do her own thing if she wanted to, and had many freedoms. Daniel did some of the housework, not much
admittedly, but he was not adverse to it.
Apparently it was meant to be a partnership, and Daniel had once advised
his son that if he, as a man, insisted upon pushing around a wife, did he
really love and care for her in the end anyway.
And that much wisdom had influenced and shaped Andrew.
Which is why,
the attitude of Jessica, confronted him.
He knew exactly were she was coming from, and why she was doing it. She wanted to be perfect before him – doing
everything right – being the faultless partner.
But in the end, despite knowing he was supposed to be very impressed, it
just became too much. Something was just
not right about it.
‘Jessica. Enough, already. I get the point, sweetie. I get the point.’
She stared at
him, but said nothing. Eventually she
spoke and said softly, ‘What do you mean?’
‘Don’t say you
don’t know what I mean.’
She sighed a
little, and nodded. ‘Ok. Ok. I
will stop with the submissive stuff.
Really, I don’t mind for you, but it is not really my way either. But I want you to know this – if that is what
it takes to win you, Andrew, I am willing.’
‘It doesn’t ok. It won’t change my mind either way, but I
want the old Jessica back.’
She nodded,
came over and hugged him, and after that things were back to normal.
* * *
‘Why don’t we
spend a month with dad? I have about a
year of leave, and I have taken 11 months off, to spend time with you and then
Bianca.’
‘Ok. When do you want to leave?’
‘Now,’ he
said, showing her the plane tickets.
‘I’ll go
pack,’ she said.
‘You should
find a suitcase with enough of your stuff already packed. Mum is about your size, so you can wear some
of her clothes. Ok.’
‘Sure.’
As they flew
on the long journey towards the centre of the Realm, in the high-powered ultra
sonic jetcraft, hurtling at incredible velocity through the air, a flash of
light to those down below, Jessica gazed out the window. The scenery came and went in a flash, but
that was necessary to get anywhere long distance in the realm of eternity. Distances were not vast – they were literally
beyond practical belief. And they would
only ever get bigger in time, with the continual and neverending expansion of
the realm. But such was the wisdom and
desire of God – eternity is what he wanted, so eternity is what he got. Of course, these days, the actual realm went
on practically forever anyway, for every nanosecond new discs were created by
the power of God’s Disc creating machine, which God had designed to create a
neverending variety of new discs for the realm.
It was set and forget for God now, with all the initial requests for
structuring having been taking into consideration, the discs now went on
expanding at an alarming rate, eternally across the heavenlies. They would, of course, never catch up with
the rate of disc creation – that was a joke in even assuming – but, supposedly,
God could really set the disc at any practical speed he wanted to, so set it to
an enormously quick rate and left it at that.
And so the discs were all gradually being settled, further and further
outwards, and the population went on expanding.
In such an
eternal realm there were many factors of interest to various people. Economists marvelled at the incredible rate
of growth in wealth, and the alarming value of older shares in established
companies which, with the businesses on an almost set-and-forget structure for
the establishing of new franchises expanding ever outwards, the older members
of the Realm of Eternity had ever increasing dividends for their wise
investments. But, what the hell. In time, even though it was already
happening, but especially in time when it became too time consuming to travel
to the outer rim, or even further out inner ones, the old fashioned thing of
inflation would catch up, especially in the inner discs, were prices would be
ever the much higher. The actual demand
for labour costs would be exceedingly high, to actually get people who had vast
wealth to be bothered to work. What the
future held, apparently, was the inner discs procreating to create their
workforce and this workforce, in the fullness of time, travelling further and
further outwards to establish their own homes, as the inner discs had legal
population maximums. It was an eternal
problem in many ways, thus the legally established limit of 5% permanent
population per disc, with a transient 95% of recent children to be intended to
be the necessary workforce to enable the luxurious lifestyle everybody
wanted. Fortunately, sex never really
got boring, so more children were inevitable.
Geographers
would be the kind of people taking delight in things like naming new rivers,
mountains, and even cities. Of course,
linguistically the alphabet contained only so many acceptable name combinations
depending on the length of word in letters used. There were some disastrously long names out
there, especially amongst the welsh nations who had a particular fondness for
such pastimes. And, of course, the
adding of numbers to a city name for distinguishing amongst the various cities
in a disc who carried the same name was a common thing. Thus, Canberra 37, were Andrew and Jessica
lived on the disc of Canbraphora, was by no means a unique phenomenon.
In the end
there were so many differing factors in the realm of eternity which made life
interesting and satisfying and, for Andrew and Jessica, who knew that in the
fullness of eternity there blessing for being, relatively speaking, people of
the inner discs, especially in time, would be continually growing, it was a
wonderful time to live.
Jessica gazed
down at the realm of eternity, and turned to Andrew, kissed him on the cheek,
and settled down for a long and hopefully uneventful flight.
* * *
‘So you see,
Andrew was a special child. A child of
renewed vows and commitments. Neither of
us can say if those commitments in this our current marriage really will be
eternal or not, but we like to hope so.
But I know he will never stop loving Meludiel either.’
Daniel said
nothing at Ariel’s words to Jessica, but nodded to himself.
Jessica
reached out and put her hand behind Andrews back and said ‘You’re a special
child. And you always will be.’ He smiled at her.
They continued
that afternoon, having gotten in the previous night, looking through photograph
albums, catching up on the time they had been apart, being presumably a
family. It was later on, after dinner,
in which Daniel had taken Andrew aside and was talking to him carefully about
the arrangement.
‘It might bite
you in the bum one day, Andy. I mean,
when you choose one of the girls, and the other disappears for a while, there
is that thing called love, not to mention that thing called lust, which
inevitably returns. Trust me – it does
so, every bloody time. Especially when
you don’t want it to.’
‘I’ll be
faithful to my final choice,’ replied Andrew confidently.
‘But how can
you?’ asked Daniel. ‘You haven’t even
made up your mind yet anyway. You still
love both of them.’
Andrew
nodded. ‘True, dad. But once I have made up my mind, and I will,
it will just be the way it is, you know.
From then on the person I choose will become the result of a real trial
of the heart. It will just be the way it
is.’
‘I see what
you are saying, but love is a strange beast Andy. Not even a son of Daniel can get a handle on
it.’
‘Very funny,’
he responded.
‘Just mark my
words, son. Just mark my words.’
‘Will do,
dad.’
The following
day Ariel had prepared a picnic, and around lunchtime they had migrated to the
picnic grounds not far from were Danielphon was located.
‘Just over
there,’ said Ariel pointing, ‘was were Danny suffered a recent
humiliation. But I think he learned his
lesson.’ Ariel went on to explain the
recent events of a contest between Daniel and the angel Ambriel in which Ariel
had to choose the most faithful heart to herself, which had resulted in her
choosing neither for apparent reasons of their personal pride.
‘I guess you
learned your lesson,’ said Andrew to his father.
‘I sure did,’
responded Daniel. ‘Beware the wrath of
woman.’
Ariel smiled
at that, and signalled to Jessica that they should sit on the other bench to
let the boys chat.
The angel
Ariel looked at the human girl who had captured her son’s heart, and was ready
for some serious questions.
‘So,
Jessy. I must ask you, if Andrew chooses
you, will you be faithful. Eternally
faithful. I am his mother, so I feel I
can ask you this question.’
‘I love
him. I will always love him, now. I don’t think, even in the end of eternity,
that I could ever forget Andrew. Its why
I just can’t lose this arrangement. I
have been putting my heart and soul into loving him.’
‘But don’t you
long for a human? One more of your own
kind. Certainly, humans and angels can
mate, and in many ways we are the same anyway – made in the image of God. But there can be problems.’
‘Which seem to
disappear were we live, Ariel. There are
a lot of mixed marriages of our kind in Canberra 37. A lot of humans live there as well, you
know.’
‘Yes, I know,’
said Ariel. ‘As long as you are sure,
that is. As long as you are sure. It could take quite a commitment from you, if
you mean it to last forever.’
‘We’ll
manage,’ Jessica replied confidently.
Ariel
nodded. She did hope so.
Daniel was
speaking with Andrew, about the shit, and that Raguel had made it extra smelly,
when he broached the subject again. ‘So
if you choose Jessica, you do know she is human, don’t you. Bianca is one of our kind, but Jessica is
totally human.’
‘But so are
you, dad. Aren’t you?’
‘Yes. I guess so.
Look, your mother and I have concerns on that issues – worries – but we
won’t ever interfere or deny you your hearts choice. Just make sure it is the right decision,
ok. Just make sure of that.’
‘I’ll try to
do the right thing by everyone, dad.’
‘Not by
us. You have to live with her in the
end. Ok.
It has to be ultimately right for you.
Sure, perhaps you can take your mother and myself into consideration,
but it needs to be your heart choice.
It’s your future, son. Its your
future.’
‘Look, I
haven’t even chosen her yet. You never
know, I might choose Bianca.’
‘Still, it’s
better to be well enough informed. But
we will accept whoever you choose. They
are both lovely girls.’
‘Thanks
dad. That means a lot to me.’
‘Well, I think
it is about time we got stuck into that chicken.’ Daniel waved the girls over, and as they
began their feast, Andrew had his father’s words on his mind. He would indeed have to make sure he chose
the right girl – and for the right reasons.
* * *
They were at a
secluded beach in Canbraphora, alongside one of the large inner oceans of the
disc, both of them naked at a private area which was walled off, part of a
holiday home Andrew had rented for a month.
They had been there two weeks so far, and there had been a lot of sex
mainly, but today they were on the beach, enjoying a relatively warm day, lying
there, drinking pink lemonade, forgetting about everything in life except each
other.
‘Its beautiful
today, isn’t it Andy. Really beautiful.’
Andrew rolled
over on his towel, and smiled at her. ‘I
couldn’t ask for more.’
‘You know,’
she responded carefully. ‘We can enjoy
this place forever, if you like. Choose
me, and we can always come here. Every
year if you like. I don’t mind.’
‘Maybe,’ he
responded, but said nothing more.
She stood up,
came and stood in front of him, totally naked, and said ‘Well, if you do choose
me, I will do this for you every year.’
‘What?’ he
asked.
She got down
on her knees, took his manhood in her hand, and pumped it a few times. And then she took him into her mouth and
continued at her work until he erupted.
When he had calmed down, she said, ‘That. Every time I will do that for you.’
‘Something to
definitely think about,’ he responded, and they both started laughing.
They continued
lazing the day away, and the week, and suddenly the month was over and, despite
Andrew thinking he really could rent out the place for another month, it was
agreed that it was time to return home.
Most of their six months had elapsed.
* * *
In the last
two weeks Jessica, despite Andrew’s earlier comments, returned somewhat to her
servile mannerisms. Oh, she talked to him
at her own cognition somewhat, but usually she remained silent, did all the
work in the house the she supposedly considered woman’s work, and was perfect
in just about every way. But Andrew
would not comment this time – he knew the motivation for such realities.
Very often, in
their lovemaking, she confessed time and time again of her love for him. That he was the centre of her life, and that
she would not be complete without him.
She made comment after comment on his good looks, his good attitudes on
life, and praised in many ways, many of which he was quite sure were
unjustified. But she took no heed to his
subtle comments that she was pushing it a little, showering him with praises,
devotions and attentiveness. Whatever
opportunity she had to make his smile, she took it – wether it was with a word
of kindness, or an act of servitude – she was constantly there, showing her
self faithful, showing her self loving.
Something had to give.
It was the
final week, and he’d had enough. ‘Ok,
already. I get the point. Believe me, I get the point. But how about relaxing in our final
week? It would probably count in your
favour in the end.’ She smiled at him,
and nodded. She understood.
* * *
Andrew was
sitting at his PC, typing into a document his assessment of Jessica. He had decided to keep records of a sort,
including a checklist of desired traits he was looking for in a partner, ready
to rank Jessica versus Bianca. In truth,
he had done a mock trial of it already, and the two girls had come out about
even, but this time, with there six months schedule, he would keep a very close
eye on how he rated each girl, and the final assessment would be a fundamental
factor in his choice. He was writing
down notes – notes of positives and negatives, and working out if any of these
issues should eventually factor into his final judgment – which they had to in
the end, if he was to decide. Yes, he
loved them both, and would be happy with either in the end, but neither girl
wanted that, so what else could he do?
At the moment
he was writing a note on Jessica’s recent submissive attitude. He was mainly stating factual thing like
‘Jess is prepared to serve’ and ‘Jess doesn’t mind the traditional wives role’
and the like, but he was yet to write down any critical response to this. And, as yet, he couldn’t. He didn’t really yet know what to say.
Particularly
strong in Chasidic Jewish homes that his father Daniel had spoken to him of,
was the role of women in traditional partnership of service to their husband. This was very similar to many Muslim and
Christian fundamentalist homes as well – they took very traditional roles. But in the mainstream of society, which
Daniel generally raised Andrew to be part of, in his own words, things and life
was just a little bit more flexible, and woman were generally assumed to have a
more equal say in things. That is what
they had fought for long ago, and was generally now how the mainstream world
functioned. And all the better for it,
in the words of his father.
And thus, with
these attitudes in mind, Andrew was trying to grasp exactly were Jessica was
coming from, and what she perhaps expected that Andrew might like in a wife.
He had figured
she had observed such practices somewere along the line in her life, and
perhaps had a fixed attitude that deep down men liked that kind of thing. But for Andrew, himself, he was not really
sure if he did. In fact, he tended to
think otherwise. For Andy, a woman was a
child of God, made in his image, with thoughts, feelings, a heart, AND a
mind. To expect a way of life of her
simply because of her gender seemed a little strange to Andrew’s thinking,
something which his father Daniel had spoken of a number of times in his
upbringing. Yet he also understood that
there was a part of the heart of man which did like to be served, and which
sometimes expected it – the traditional way of life from earlier years in the
developments of civilization.
In the end,
perhaps it really didn’t matter that much, and perhaps Jessica was simply
showing her utter devotion to her man.
Perhaps that was all it was. But
it did make Andrew think.
He sat there,
looking at his notes, heard Jessica yell that dinner was ready, and giving the
screen one last look, saved the document, flicked off the PC, and went of to
his faithful and servile partner of the moment.
* * *
‘I love you,’
she said.
‘I love you,’
he responded.
‘You love me,’
she said.
‘You love me,’
he responded.
‘And you and
me is family,’ she said.
He left
off. The next line in the song was ‘And
with 3 makes family.’ He couldn’t say
that, yet. He wasn’t committed to her in
that sense yet.
They were at a
plush hotel not far from were they lived for their final night, in the spa,
naked, splishing and splashing around.
Finishing with the spa, they put on their gowns, lay down on the bed,
and started enjoying the room service they had ordered.
Andrew was
eating through a chicken leg, when Jessica spoke up.
‘Well, this is
it then. Our final night together.’
‘Yes,’ he
responded.
She said
nothing for a few moments before continuing.
‘And it has been good, hasn’t it Andrew.
Our time together. Like it was
before. Perfect. In every way.’
‘Yes,’ he
again responded.
‘I mean, you
know. If you wanted to, I mean right
now, we could run away. Elope. Get married far, far away. Bianca would never have to know. You could send her an email. We could do that, if you wanted to.’
He turned
towards her, but said nothing – the look on his face said it all.
‘Ok, I get the
point,’ she finally responded.
‘Mmm,’ she
said, putting another strawberry in her mouth.
‘Well, can you tell me something?’
‘What?’ he
responded.
‘How have I
done? Have you been impressed? Have I wowed you?’
‘Jessica. You are still as perfect as the day you were
born.’
‘Right,’ she
said, but he said nothing more, continuing to munch on his chicken.
‘You know, I
know Bianca loves you,’ she stopped at that.
He turned to
her. ‘Yes? What?’
‘But,
well. You know. Would she serve you the way I would? Would she be as loyal as I am? I tend to doubt it?’
‘So that is
were you are coming from, is it? The
faithful wife thing.’
‘And what is
wrong with that?’ she demanded of him, suddenly with a very cross look on her
face.
‘Nothing,
nothing,’ he responded. After a while he
continued. ‘It’s just not what I was
expecting. Not really sure if it is even
what I was looking for.’
‘Then what are
you looking for?’ she asked.
‘Just for you
to be yourself.’
‘Oh,’ she
responded. ‘I see.’
There was silence
for a while then.
‘But I don’t
mind serving you, you know. Just so you
will know that. I love you , you know.’
‘I know,
Jess. I know.’
They said
nothing more, but continued eating their room service.
Finishing up
she looked at him. ‘Does it really
matter, then?’
‘What,’ he
responded.
‘What I
say? What I do? You are going to make up your own mind
regardless, aren’t you?’
Andrew
considered that, and saw an idea in it.
‘Well, yes. I suppose, what you
are naturally like as a person is what will motivate my choice in the end. The same for Bianca. Remember, both of you girls wanted me – there
was nothing else I could do. A compromise
wasn’t on the cards. So when I make up
my mind, it will have to be my own judgement, and I will make this judgement
because both of you still want me. So,
yes, I will make the choice one day, and it will largely be based on who you
are as a person. I know it is very
judgemental to decide between one person and another in that sense, but
remember you both want me to choose.
What else am I supposed to do? I
love you both.’
She
nodded. She did understand his dilemma.
‘Then let me
tell you, tonight, about myself. My
values, my beliefs, my goals, my heart.
Let me tell you about it all, so you will know me. So you will know the kind of person you might
choose.’
‘Sure. Go ahead.’
She came and
sat down beside him, put her hand in his, and for the next few hours she talked
– she talked her heart out – sharing of the life of Jessica, her dreams, her
ambitions, and all that she represented.
And when then finally fell asleep that evening, she was more sure of
herself, that she had given it her all, and that, in the, whatever would be
would be. Whatever would be would be.
* * *
Saruviel sat
in silence in Kalphon keep. Reflecting
on life. Reflecting on love. Krystabel, his heart, was on his mind. His heart – the centre of his morality, in a
real sense. But there were other
thoughts – other deep and meaningful thoughts - than that of his beloved twin.
For near on a
million years, since Judgement Day, Saruviel had been known often by many as
the Antichrist – 666 himself, with the scar he wore on his scalp from his human
incarnation. But Revelation had failed
in the end – Love had prevailed – and Apostle Paul and his Corinthian epistle
had been triumphant. At least an
interpretation of the passage according to certain biblical texts and certain
viewpoints had triumphed, anyway. But did
that really matter in the end? Wasn’t
love supposed to be supreme in the end, anyway?
Saruviel’s
religion, for so long, had been Torah – the Seraphim Torah – since returning to
heaven. The old rebellious ways were
something of the past, yet in truth some of the theology of those days did
remain in his heart, a guiding principle being his objectivity, his independent
thinking, his self reliance. He would
not abandon that, ever – not matter what protestations were put upon him. But in truth, Father, the God of Glory, never
spoke of such ideologies with him anyway.
Did he in fact impress his father with his strength? His independence? Perhaps.
Perhaps.
Jesus himself
was something of a minor concern to Saruviel these days – the Christ of the
Cherubim, as he still maintained, the Christ of the Church. Apparently, from what Davriel was saying, the
title was self applied – in Jesus own authority as a son of Israel, in his own
personal anointing once done in the heavenlies a while back by John the
Baptist, who again baptised him with water, and then with oil which had been
blessed by a number of popes and, in front of Davriel, he claimed the title of
Jesus the Christ – the anointed one. But
the arguments from various cardinals and popes, these days, when they filtered
down to Saruviel, were that David Rothchild was fully acknowledged as God’s
divine messiah, and that Jesus operated only under his own self belief and
authority as a member of the people of Israel, who were the son of God
according to Exodus 4:22, a passage in the torah. Further down the church, he didn’t care what his
flock believed on the issue – but with respect to the Sanhedrin, and the
Karaite councils, he had made it known that he was not attempting to rebel
against any divine authority of Hashem – that Christianity ultimately operated
in a pro-Israelite stance, and that the Torah was fully acknowledged. A lot of this as a reality had come from
recent conversations between Jesus and King David, and while they maintained
the party line on many fundamental issues for the church as a whole, Jesus was
said to have been conversing in various rabbinic circles of the authority of
the Torah, and his acceptance of David Rothchild as the Messiah. All for the practical realities and apparent
arrangements that his church of glory continued without any real interference
from Israel, and that he was attempting to serve God in the sanctification of
his bride. But such was life.
Yet, that was
Christianity – not Saruviel’s current concerns.
Creationism was the current mind of Saruviel – creating matter – creating
life – creating in his image. God was
silent in current conversations, but seemed to speak to Saruviel’s minds that
he was still considering the issue. It
was important, Saruviel naturally agreed, and to be given the gift – the power
of life – surely that was the ultimate glory of a living. The ultimate glory of being alive?
He sat in his
desk in Kalphon keep, pondering on these issues, sipping apple juice, generally
content in all other respects, generally content in all other matters, the merry
hum and strum of the life of the eternal realm continuing on its pleasant,
happy and merry way.
* * *
Life, in
general, for Archangel Michael, child of God, Seraphim of Eternity, firstborn
of the children of eternal realm, was for the most part, good.
These days, in
the time since Gabriel had become overseer of the Realm of Eternity, Michael
was in a somewhat retired state.
Officially, he was still something of an unofficial overseer for the
disc of Zaphora – the very central disc of the realm of eternity – but it had
just about come to pass that the official Overseers of each disc of the Realm
of Eternity would start with Michael from the central disc of Zaphora, and thus
Gabriel, upon retiring from the job of Overseer over the entire realm, would
return to duties in Terraphora as Overseer of the disc of Terraphora. And Raphael, presumably for Mitraphora, and
so on. Legislation to make this official
was currently in the council, being reviewed, and it was considered to be only
a matter of time.
But, for the
most part, Michael, with his vast wealth, toured around the realm from time to
time, seeing this and that old acquaintance, a large part of the time with his
wife Elenniel at Pellersphon, a large part of the time doing nothing in
particular.
He wondered
if, now that he had given the job up, wether or not he would ever get another
crack at the main overseer’s job. If
consistency was something to go by, and Gabriel handed the job over to Raphael,
all the way along down to Davriel, and theoretically even the female Seraphim
then, would they then go on to the 1,400,000 Cherubim? And after that, would the new Ketravim be
next? And then the Saruvim and the
Abraphim and the Noaphim and the Cimbrphim who were also called the
Celestyels. There was no official
designation for the groups of angels to follow on after the Cimbrphim as of
yet, but it was known that the realm was indeed to go on forever. The 11th angel of eternity was
Dameriel, and as such the title ‘Damerphim’ was the most popular bandied about
for the following group of angels after the Cimbrphim. Of course, the Cimbrphim were to all be
Japanese angels, and the Cimbrphim-Ruled discs to largely be modelled on
Japanese geography – this presumably being the case for supposed ‘Damerphim’ discs,
which would apparently have a large ‘Irish’ feel to it, for Dameriel was an
‘Irish’ angel. After the Damerphim were
the proposed ‘Valandriphim’ then the ‘Hosannuphim’ and the ‘Loquiphim’ and so
on, throughout all the male Seraphim titled angels and then, presumably the
female Seraphim, and then the male Cherubim and so on – on and on forever.
Yes – numbers
were boggling, and similar realities were unfolding up above in the Realm of
Infinity. But that was life in a
universe which never ended, with people who never stopped procreating – it just
went on – Forever.
* * *
Andrew
reflected on six months. Jessica had
been faithful. He loved her. Now for Bianca.
* * *
Bianca and
Andrew were, together, a match made in heaven. Really, an ideal pair. Slipping back into a relationship with Bianca
seemed far more natural in many ways for Andrew, as she didn’t put on any of
the moves Jessica had done – she simply remained herself, and treated him with
respect and love. And that was all he
was looking for in the end.
He knew, after
about 3 months of careful thought, that he had already
chosen Bianca. It seemed obvious, now,
that she was a far more suitable match for himself. But then, right near the end, he reminded
himself that Jessica’s general behaviour had been something of an aberration
from her normal stance, and that in all their earlier time together, yes they
had gotten along well. Yes – they had
gotten along well.
He thought on
that as he stood in front of a shop in a local mall, a jewellers,
thinking over perhaps buying a ring, thinking over the lady he was ready to
give up – forever.
* * *
Bianca
smiled. ‘Then you will marry me Andrew?’
‘I will,’
responded Andrew. ‘In the end, I guess
you and me are just meant to be. I guess
that is just the way it is – in the end.’
‘Thank God for
that,’ she finished.
* * *
As Andrew
slipped into his wedding suit, he was suddenly caught off guard by a commotion
– and there she was, Jessica, in the room with him.
‘Ok,
Andy. It’s like this. I Love you.
That is all I can say. I Love
you.’
He looked at
her and nodded. ‘But I love Bianca
more.’
‘Then you will
have to make up your mind.’
He said
nothing. ‘Then I choose Bianca.’
She looked at
him, her brow wrinkled. ‘Ok. Mmm. Andrew.
I get the point, you know. I
tried too hard. I tried to serve you,
but you didn’t want that. I understand
now. But what is it? What is it that you want from me? I am only trying to show you that I love you. It is all I am trying to do.’
‘But that is
probably the reason I am choosing Bianca.
She isn’t. She just loves me –
naturally.’
‘And you think
I don’t?’ she answered with hostility.
‘Your trying too hard,’ he responded.
She
softened. He was right.
‘If you go out
there, and marry her, it will be the biggest mistake of your life. I am telling you, Andy. Your heart will work that out – it already
knows, you know. Deep, deep down, it is
why you chose me in the beginning anyway.
You had already worked that out – you loved me. I accepted you. For Bianca – she is comfortable with
you. You’re a good fit – a good second
half. But that is all it is – comfort. It is not devotion, true affection, true commitment. When
the going gets tough, she will quit on you in the end. Tell you its not working out. I can save you from all that. She just likes you for what you are, what you
represent. Not for you – the real you –
the personal you. The one I am in love
with. It is why I offered myself to
you. Why I was prepared to serve
you. Why can’t you see that?’
He looked at
her, said nothing, and turned away. He
continued putting on his suit, and finally turned back to her.
‘Look, there
may be some truth in what you are saying, but Bianca still likes me for me as
well. She wouldn’t marry me otherwise.’
‘Yes. Probably. But I love you more. You know that. You can tell that. Deep, deep down inside, you still believe that. Don’t you.
Don’t you, Andrew, son of Daniel.
Don’t you.’
He silently
stared at her, a rush of emotions going through his heart. But finally, fatefully, eternally, he
nodded. ‘Yes, Jessica. I do know that.’
‘Exactly,’ she
responded with finality.
Later that
afternoon, as Andrew and Jessica were flying away, far far away, Bianca sat on the
floor of the reception room, as the band played on, sighed once more, and drank
another sip of champagne. Her mother
smiled. ‘At least he said you can keep
the presents.’
‘Oh,
wonderful,’ she said.
And that was
that.
The End