1hr and 35 minutes until quitting time. I'm already feeling the anxiety.
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: T.V. In the Backround Cops and Guns
I'm wondering if anyone will stummble onto my page and read it? Maybe I should stop here? No, I have to do this in hopes of a successful recovery but moreso to save someone else from the shitty experience of using Meth. Really, I'm quite the scary picture some days. It could be from the lack of sleep or maybe dehydration, open sores, sunken in face, red eyes, vitamin deficiency, etc... Well it's not fun anymore, The high is minimal and I'm broke again..It's not easy to get off of this stuff, especially if you have depression like I do. I'm dreading the crash, the come down, the confusion. I don't know if I'll even know how to access this page again or remember my password. I'll have to write it down. Okay I'm going to go now. I'll keep posting through out the day if I'm not totally crashed out in bed.Ya, I think I can do this, quit Meth. I'll see huh!