Regina M Ketron
https://www.angelfire.com/art3/lost/
boytease86@yahoo.com
Hello, I'm 18 years old I'll be 19 next month (setp 30th) I have short blond hair green eyes I'm 5'3" .I have a great boyfriend who I love with all my heart I'm a high school grad I love to listen to music and go see my fav bands live . I'm mostly into rock music but I like lil of most every thing I have one tattoo of 3 cherries under my left coller (SP?) bone I'm very layed back and really ez to get along with I don't conform to any "sterotypes" like goth , prep etc. I'm my own person with my own stlye and presonality I have friends in all "sterotypes" I really hate it when People judge other People on the looks and don't even try to get to know that person . I aslo hate it when People think that the whole world is about them ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~MY POEM SPACE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THIS IS THE SPACE FOR MY POEMS AND POEMS I LIKE WHY DOES ANYONE CARE IF I HURT MYSELF? I DON'T CARE AND IT'S ONLY FLESH ANYWAY. Nothing matters because everything's a dream A conscious state is not what it seems. A criss-crossed design etched on my arm Does no-one but me any harm. Why does it matter if I destroy myself? Why idealise a state of health? Nothing matters because it's all a dream A conscious state is not what it seems. I see my arm as a work of art, A blank canvas on which to start Etching a dream in immortal flesh Scarred with a razor until it resembles mesh. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CUTTING POEM Lines cover my arm Arranged in neat little grids Stopped bleeding Just thin red lines now Like zebra stripes but thinner Some quite deep Can see a dent when I hold my arm to the light. Arm radiates heat Inflammation Put my head to my arm Because it's nice and warm And somehow comforting To feel the ridges in my arm Found something I'm good at. Most people don't cut up their arms But I have the power Power to change myself Power to endure. Morbid pride. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ BLOOD AND THE SENSES Suffocating in caked blood Bloodied tissue Blood bombards the senses Dizzy with pain Breathe the blood Feel the radiating heat Of a blood crusted thigh Breathe in more blood The scent of danger Is at the same time The scent of control See blood coming at you Red and special Overwhelming control. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TALKING TO MYSELF Somebody's crying Somebody's thinking Whisper to myself Blood covered pill, It'll be alright Sweetie don't cry Bleeding slowly Lying still. Bleed to death All the bad seeping out Sweetie don't cry I'll be alright. It's ok I'm here for you It won't be long Until you're still. It'll take you in it's arms Sweet serenity Not much longer now Don't move. Sweetie don't cry It'll be alright Won't hurt anymore It'll take me. Me, you, who? You're talking to yourself. Sweetie don't cry It'll be ok. Mark the door With your own blood Or my blood. Who's blood? Who is this? What's going on? Sweetie don't cry Undisturbed. How many are there? Are they all crying? You're still bleeding Who's bleeding? Is that my thigh? Sweetie don't cry, Absorb the stillness Drift aloof. Drift away Doesn't matter now If it's all or one Or maybe none. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Fall Of The Night Fall of the Night with the promise that tommorrow will bring better times, the stars are small hopes almost cold the sky dark and yet promiseing. The moon bright and smileing down on my face. Leanding me some of it's light. Silvery blue glow over all things, calm and soothing some peace in this world of war and tearror. Regina Michelle Ketron Copyright ©2005 Regina Michelle Ketron ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How do you sleep at night ? stareing into the night into the darkness of your eyes so empty and so cold, how do you sleep at night? knowing what you are? how can you just sit there? when others around you are hurting? and do nothing to help them? you are not man, your not even human! how the hell could you? you hurt me and riped out my heart how do you sleep at night? you played on my emotions and said that you cared so now i stand here looking down into you eyes dark and still cold,as you die i will not help. no hand to save you tell me how do you sleep at night Regina Michelle Ketron Copyright ©2005 Regina Michelle Ketron ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'm sorry i'm sorry , i never meant to hurt you the way that i did ,i love you so much that its hard for me to sleep with out you i miss you so much but i can't bair the thought of hurting you again , i'n no good for you i'd just hurt you again and that is something that i never want to do ever again, i never want to see that look in your eyes again or hear that tone in your voice . if i could take it all back i would . but i can't and that something that i will have to live with and pray that mabe someday you will forgive me but for now all i can say is that i am sorry . i know that sorry dose not make up for what i have done but its all that i got and i'll give it to you, you have my heart in your hands and i love you but i could understand if you hated me but i just wanted to let you know that i am truely very sorry Regina Michelle Ketron Copyright ©2005 Regina Michelle Ketron ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ No Matter What no matter what they say i will always love you ,no matter how hard they try thet will not break us apart , i have seen what life is like with out you by my side , no matter what hardships that we may suffer we will make it though any thing that caomes our way, no matter what i will always love you , you are what i live for your what keeps me going day in and day out, no matter what you will always be in my heart Regina Michelle Ketron Copyright ©2005 Regina Michelle Ketron ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LOST LOVE Enclosed in side myself silent screams echo promises made and lovers betrayed love is left alone to suffer I cry out to you but you don't see my tears my arms reach for you , my heart aches for you I am left alone in the dark cold and unloved scared and lonely , lost and confused My love is lost and my hope is gone I have nothing left Regina Michelle Ketron ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
