Hi my name is Ana, im here to make getting through your day, just a little bit easier. When darkmess tangles in my hair, i begin to live laughing, i cry silently the pain only registers in my eyes. nothing can salvate me, since a condemned doesnt want to be rescued. Above me it gets calm nights opaque veil begins to cover my lifes ruins only my heart it never reaches blood drips on my hand i taste the salty, bitter taste of tears Again, i am defeated your tormenting insistance i cant stand i begin to find myself with ballast and then everything is dark again I've freed myself of this compulsion of eating when i wake i feel light, light headed, id like to stay this way free pure, light on my feet, traveling on light. For me foods only interest lays in how little i need how strong i am, how well i can resist each time acheving another small victory of the will. one carrot instead of two, 1/2 a cracker no more peas each gain makes me stronger, purer, larger in my excersize of power until eventually i see no reason to eat at all. hope you enjoy this site.
My Ana Diary
