You live you life alone, afraid to trust and afraid to love.
You don’t go looking for love, but somehow it manages to find you.
You laugh, you love, you cry and you hurt, sharing with each other
the secrets down deep in your soul.

You hold each other and are as close as two souls can be.
Suddenly it all changes, the one you cared for and shared so much with is gone.

As hard as you try to live your life and move on, you can’t. Your memories of what you once had, they haunt you, They are with you while you were awake; they come to you in your dreams.

All you manage to see is what you once had, you wonder what went wrong, Where did all go?

You try to drown the memories; Alcohol has become your best friend. When you drink you drown your mind, in hopes you don’t remember. You hope for a brief few moments you will set yourself free of the memories that haunt you.

Days turn into weeks, and the weeks turn to months. You now the memories will never die, they will always continue to haunt your every moment in time. Secretly you have put your life on self destruct, waiting and wondering when it all will end.

You use your alcohol now as a tool of self destruction, waiting for it to explode.

Finally the day comes, no more hiding, no more haunting. You finally come to peace as you take your last breath. The torment is finally over, and you sit beyond this world, in a place where you have you true love, a place where there is no time, and eternity is forever.

--- Tatty ---