Some days, I just really wish that I had a boyfriend. Like today...
I don't know what sparks this longing. But I wish I could find out, so I could guard against it.
I guess I could have a boyfriend right now if I wanted one... because there's always some desparate guy out there... but that's not what I want.
I have met alot of guys that are so nice and so sweet, you just want to love them. But very nice, passive people don't usually hook up with very nice, passive people.
I'm not saying that I am nice and passive, because I am not necessarily... but I will say that I tend to lean towards that...deep down, I am quite the sensitive, tender one.
I want someone that is confident, because I am often the opposite. I want someone that has some depth. I find that there are alot of "fish in the sea" but most of them tend to swim in the shallow end of the pool.
I just someone that I can talk to rationally and seriously, if need be. But they have to be able to joke around and they must have a sense of humor. I am not looking for a Brad Pitt clone or an Aristotle, but I want whoever he is to be able to communicate on a deeper level. When I am old and sitting in my house with my husband of 50 years, we won't be enthralled with our spouse's wrinkles and gray hair (or lack of it)... it will be a relationship rooted in love and cultivated in communication.
I just want a simple meeting of the minds.