what is it about first loves that they never slip very far from your thoughts? why is it that no matter how badly they hurt you or how long you've been apart, you just can't forget them or the way you felt? how a simple smile or glance turned your world inside out...or how when you had a bad day, all you wanted was to turn to them? you just can't forget how it felt to be held by them...to hear their voice...to know that they loved you...
what is it about first loves that it always comes back to them? no one ever forgets the first time they fell in love and rarely will it happen that you completely get over them. how sweet it would be if everyone stayed with their first love. of course, then i would never have found my first love. even though we have been apart for 3 years, i still miss him sometimes...we're friends now, but sometimes the memory of talking to him for hours or hearing him say he loved me slips in and i feel a little wistful...wondering what could have been. i'll never forget him...my first love.