june 9, 2002
12:30 a.m.

it seems so strange to think that an hour ago
you were still my best friend
and now you cant talk to me, cant look at me
cant stand to even be around me
an hour ago we laughed and talked
i should have just gone to bed when you told me to
instead i stayed to talk to you more
got into a fight with someone else
you stood up for me
and in the end its what cost me you
i never thought i'd get close to you
not close enough for it to hurt
and now i'm sitting and writing and wishing
that i could call and say i'm sorry....
its ironic how i lost my best friend
and nothing else matters anymore