dear day,
i love you! okay, so the song doesn't match most of this site i made for you, but does it really matter? okay i know this page will be soooooooo corny in your eyes but i love how you put up with my corny little whims. ^-^ okay, so we've known each other for what...about 4 years now? we dated for a year, ignored each other for a year, we flung insults at each other, started talking again and now, coming full circle, we're together again. let no one ever say God has no sense of humor. i hated you, do you know that? for about 3 seconds i hated you. when i found out you'd been dared to ask me out. i remember thinking "i knew it! no guy that great would ask me out himself!" then i hated lisa for daring you. and finally, hated myself because no matter how much i tried, i couldnt hate you. now, you've taught me all over again how to open my heart and love again. if people had told me a year ago that we'd be together again, i would've laughed. or broken their nose, i'm not sure which. but you knew. you knew how i still felt, even when i refused to admit it to myself. heck, you knew even when i didn't. i remember being so annoyed when you told me that i still loved you. i was like "who do you think you are assuming to know me?" but thats just the thing. you DO know me. more than i'm probably aware of half the time. you know how to make me laugh, how to make me cry...you know exactly what buttons to push to get a reaction out of me. sometimes i think you push those buttons for the fun of it, but hey, you're right, when i look back at it, it was funny. you know how and what i think, you know so much about me that it scares me sometimes. but i love you for it, because you not only know me...you understand me. now, i can't predict the future. i dont know how long we'll be together. i don't know if we'll get married someday, or if we'll break up in a week. i know that i do hope that we'll be together forever, but if not, i want you to know that i will always remember what you've showed me, what you've taught me. i will always love you. you've given me the gift of love and i can only hope that i can give it back to you in the same way you gave it to me. i love you, david. *grin* and one of these days, i'll prove it to you, even if i have to drag you to the altar to do so. *chuckles*
kiri