This site is for all those whom love to read and write poetry. To share what I have written and what others have written. I've been writing poetry since I was 14 years old. My first poem was called "The Days Before". My favorite poet is Emily Dickinson. Some of my favorites come from friends Suzanne and Amanda. I love life and someday hope to have a website dedicated to poetry with my own poetry contest. Someday I hope with my love for art and music to make the sky a little more beautiful. Ive never been In Love before so my poetry isnt drawn from any experiences Ive had. I hope to fall in love for the first time someday. I want to express my Love and Respect to all my Friends and Loved Ones in the Military. Please refrain from any negative comments when signing my guest book. I love you and thank you for visiting my page.
LOVING YOU
Lost in your eyes I dream a dream of loving you
Where you see me as I am and love me still
When we are alone
I can feel the love in your eyes
With your gentle kisses I can feel you
Slowly melting your way into my heart
Just by the touch of your hand I can't explain
I am mesmerized by your beauty
I will find myself drifting into reality
Where you and I will never be
I long to see your true feelings
Knowing you are not honest with me about your feelings
As I feel you carelessly pushing me away
I get so lost in your words
Confused by your gentle touch and warm embrace
I am crying inside without the words to say
Do you know my heart is reaching for yours?
Until you see how much your love means to me
I will continue to dream my dreams of loving you
Where I am able to envelop myself in your touch
Where are souls are intertwined
I long for you to love me as much as I love you
Someday I will wrap you up so nice and tight in my love
Loving you for the rest of my life
Until the day you allow me into your heart
I will continue to dream my dreams of loving you
Dreaming of you loving me
Awaiting your kiss; sweet bliss I can not forget
"This is a picture of my favorite singer Mariah. Me and Mariah go back like babies and pacifiers."
You And Me
I found my heart in your hands crumbling; you saw me fall
I turned in to a little girl so lost in these tears I couldn't escape
The hurt I can’t hide is making me believe that I'm lost in my own world
I watch you casually lie to me, you deny to me even what I see
I hear your voice saying things I cant imagine; I feel the pain, The sadness
I'm so afraid; I'm baffled watching helplessly the change in you
You speak to me with your riddles I can only walk away and cry
My memories flooding every moment; the tear in my heart you deny is real
Flooding my veins with your shivers, creeping in your lines that time
Could never change us, looking in my heart remembering us and your love
I found my heart in your hands crumbling to pieces; you saw me fall
I turned in to a little girl so lost in these tears I couldn't escape
When you showed me that you never loved me in spite of everything
I Wait Here Still
I look in to my soul this dark and lonesome night
Breathing in the coldness of regret, I can no longer fight
I wait here holding on, even still with all of my might
I so confused, should I push you away or should I beg you to stay
I patiently wait here at your hearts door will you let me come in
The bitter distance is piercing me and chilling to my very soul
I hear you call out to me even still; you say you need me still its so unreal
Is this really real I tremble at the very thought of loving you?
In the end will love pass me by, If I'm waiting here for you alone?
Through the thickness of my pride, there's tear in my vanity I cry
With all the reasons why and the passages of times only memories now
I wait here still holding on, even still with all of my might
I'm so confused, I can’t let your love pass me by and I cry
I wait here still and my heart cant lie, I always will
Jesse Mendez added music and put together A mixture of two of my poems to music! brings new light to my work love to hear what you think.sara
A prisoner in love
I struggled for you to hear, how tangled my heart had gotten
Just how interrupted our story had become
When I've forgotten who we are, losing touch with your love for me
I cry bitterly for you heart, I fought willingly
To stay here enduring this punishment, any heartache
If it means I will be with you again
I'm so alone, just as I have been since it all came true
My nightmares of you and her, I can’t cover my eyes, Ill walk through fire
When I hear you say you love her, each shot you fire
Embedding itself deeper in my heart, I'm shellshock
Recovering without real sight, blind by love, burning in faith
I'm ashes, I'm dust, I'm stranded in this love
In this war we call us, all seems fair
I fear I can’t bear anymore of your lies
Its useless to say you ease my pain with your smoothing voice
To patch my heart in just a few little lines
As you continue to displace all of the promises you meant for me
I will continue to miss your love as you try and ease away
I struggled for you to hear, how tangled my heart had gotten
Just how interrupted our story had become
I hoped in my soul your heart might give our love a chance
I've been missing you so long, so out of touch, I fear my love is changing
I'm ashes, I'm dust, I'm stranded, imprisoned, by an illusion of your love
Tossed aside by your useless intentions
I’ll never understand what drove me to this, never see
I'm a lost cause, a sinner, a prisoner in love with you
Until You
Nothing was missing until you smiled my way
And I couldn't replace all that I have found in you
I never even knew that I needed to find
A love like ours until you came in to my life
Its amazing how a simple hello
Could lead me to you, when I looked into your eyes I knew
You are the piece of my heart that's been missing all of my life
You are so far away beyond my reach
You love is the gold I long to touch
Wishing inside that somehow I will find our hearts uniting
Longing to show myself to you, undisguised
Nothing was missing until you came into my life
And opened up my eyes to see the love that I've always longed to be
If it weren't for you I wouldn't be missing, your smile or your heart
I wouldn't miss you
Somehow I wish one day you will come to me and say
That you miss me to
Until that day comes in my heart of hearts I will always feel
Nothing was missing in my life until you
Smiled my way and I couldn't replace all that I found in you
My Lovers Gone
These waking dreams feel more like bleeding, I fear my loves gone
He turns my heart in circles, mystified by lies in alibis, I argue no more
Her fading voice is “screaming” She's stolen your heart, how you’re gone
My crying sounds more like whispers a lullaby by which I routinely get lost
Taken in by this obsession with “love” lost in my own artifice
If I wait my I hold you again; all my heart has is churning, burning again
Perplexed by my believing, trying to hold the restless when I've lost you
Breathing in all the anger that will never allow me hold you; not this way
Taking back grudgingly what's left of my heart, my pride
This ache is “screaming” within illuminating your sin “my love is gone”
Breathing in, begging for a resting peace to begin, it’s so far away now
Still I crave for you to hold me again, Without you holding me, loving me
I fear this wish will be my last, When I see that I feel that “you’re gone”
In the wrestling of the trees, I hear your whimper “goodbye my love”
The rain will wash away my tears, as the sunrises I will no longer listen
He turns my heart in circles, mystified by lies in alibis, I argue no more
My waking dream feels more like bleeding “my lovers gone”
Please
I pretend not to love you
Please don't turn around, see me crying
I will give you every piece of my strength
I will tell myself you never loved me; never
I heard you say that she was pretty
I heard you say that she loved you
Baby if only you knew how much I know, you'd know
I pretend not to love you
Please don't turn around, see me crying
I tell myself I only wanna hear your voice one more time
In my dreams, your memories still strumming clumsily
Let the world hear me because theve gotta know why I cry
I heard you say that she was pretty
I heard you say that she loved you
I pretend not to love you
Please don't turn around, see me crying
I tell myself I only wanna hear your voice one more time
In my dreams, your memories still strumming clumsily
Let the world hear me because theve gotta know why I cry
I heard you say that she was pretty
I heard you say that she loved you
Baby if only you knew how much I know, you'd know
I pretend not to love you
Please don't turn around see me running.....
Looking for Light
Close to regret, I wade through time devine
Looking through the cracks of your heart, I hear your whispers
Faintly I will gather the pieces of thruth you save for me
I feast upon your deception; your lies are the words that soothe me
Im lost in the dark where I cling to your voice, It’s all I know
Burning with fear I feel that shake throughout my soul
The shadows that gather upon my mind and the lies that blind me
Piercing my heart taking parts of myself that I belived had died
Hear me, the voice you imagine will always haunt you; you only turn away
Closer to regret is where I can find you lerking in vain
Deny to me what Ive seen tell me your whispers were only games to you
In the light of the truth I can see through you, I can see who you really are
Burning with fear I feel that shake throughout my soul
Is your love the remedy I seek when I ache with fever sick with love?
When I awake in the night with tears; I envisage the damage done
Plainly on my sleeve I will wear this pain so you can see
I a lost sheep looking for light, thrists for love in broad daylight
Close to regret, I wade through time devine
Looking through the cracks of your heart, I hear your whispers your lies
My Heart
I go about my bussiness, a smile and a wave I wear a mask
I hide the feelings I have inside; I hide my tears
I go without sleep every night if only my heart had words she’d say
I know it does not matter what I want, It does not matter what I need
It does not matter how I cry; I feel the truth filling my veins
Haunting me with whispers, I know it’s my heart who begs she pleads
If this how you want to end things, well go ahead and bury me
Push me under all your cruel intentions, your true colors
Were bleeding through all along anyway, so I figured I say how I felt
I shake; I whiter away lost in my own tears I can no longer fight
I can see every word that has passed me by so I surrender to your pain
I know it does not matter what I want, It does not matter what I need
It does not matter how I cry; I can feel the truth filling my veins
Haunting me with whispers, I know it’s my heart who begs she pleads
I know you won’t stop here and see how Im enlightened
I should be gratefull for the lies, Im stronger you revealed
Pounding deeper into my soul, let your self out quietly please
Let my heard see you leave, so she can believe, shes gotta see you leave
I know it does not matter what I want, It does not matter what I need
It does not matter how I cry; I can feel the truth filling my veins
Haunting me with whispers, I know it’s my heart who begs she pleads
