Author: Aim

Pairing: Angelus/Xander

Rating: NC-17

Summary: Angelus follows Xander to an alley

Setting: Set a few years in the future

Distribution: Deadboy and Xander..anywhere else, just ask..

Disclaimer: Please don't sue..i have no money, and am making no money from this..plus I know they don't belong to me so...U can keep them, I'm just borrowing

Feedback: Yes Please!!!

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//Yelling, screaming, scratching, hitting...yup, just another day in the Harris family home. Not exactly the Brady Bunch, but then again who is?// He smiled bitterly as those thoughts swirled in his brain.

Xander sighed walking towards the back door of the house silently. He reached out for the door knob and winced as he heard glass shatter against a wall...//Probably one of Mom's vases...// Xander thought as he turned the knob, careful to stay quiet. Not that it mattered much, the screams emanating from the other room were enough to make any sound he made go unheard.

He turned the door knob to the right, hearing the small click that signified the opening of the door. Xander heard his father calling his name and the sound of heavy footsteps coming closer as he walked out into the cool of night, swiftly closing the door behind him and jogging down the street.

The cool chill of the night touched his hands and he buried them deep into his pockets fingering the cross that he always carried at night.

He was headed towards the Bronze, his friends had probably already left the club, but he had to check. He needed human contact, the dim lighting of the club and the blaring music would keep his mind occupied and hopefully make him forget about his problems for a couple of hours.

Xander kept walking down the desolate streets of Sunnydale He was humming to himself and playing air guitar when a sound behind him made him stop. He stood stock still, looking behind him and searching for the source of the noise. Nothing was there, only darkness and the exaggerated shadows caused by the street light on the other side of the street. He shivered and pressed his hands into his pockets, kicking himself for not wearing a jacket as he kept walking.

A few more steps and he heard the sound again. He turned around quickly, surveying the area and yelling, "Who's there? Come on, I know someone's there...who is it? Willow? Buffy?" The only answer he received was silence. He turned and looked down the street, his house was no longer in sight and he was only about a mile away from the Bronze.

He turned further and looked into the streetlight before walking across the street towards the thin, tall column that produced the light. When he reached the light, he placed his arm on it, checking his surroundings again. Nothing, he couldn't see any thing...

//I'm probably just paranoid. I've been in SunnyHell waaaayy to long//, he justified to himself and shrugged walking a few paces forward.

He saw the familiar alleyway and decided to take the usual short cut to the group's hangout.

He walked down the alley, brick walls surrounding him. He had almost reached the turn into the next alleyway when he was shoved from behind. Falling to the ground in shock.

His head hit hard against the smooth pavement and he groaned

He was floating...... being pulled up into the arms of an angel...

He felt cold hands pulling at his side, turning his dazed and disoriented form over to face his attacker.

Xander's eyes widened, he was being moved and pulled up by an angel, but not any angel...

...Angelus...

He lay staring into the mad golden eyes deep set into the rigid visage of his enemy and tried to speak, "Angelu...," his voice ended in a squeak as he felt sharp fangs brush his skin lightly before finally biting into the soft, frail flesh.

He tried to push at Angelus, trying to fight him off but it was no use. The vampire was too strong and Xander felt a tear trail down his cheek as Angelus pushed his fangs into the skin.

The fangs dug in deeply, splitting through muscle and vein, searching for the source...the source of Xander's life essence.

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Angelus could feel the heart beat against his teeth and knew he was close, could smell it, he pushed a little forward and finally found his destination.

The jugular...

His teeth pierced the thick vein and his eyes fluttered closed as Xander's warm blood flowed down his throat. He reveled in the sweetness of the liquid, better than any drug, fulfilling.

Xander's DNA, his life force tasting sweet and bitter on his tongue, almost a copper taste and he drowned in it, letting the taste consume him. It had been so long since he had tasted human blood, and the fact that it was Xander's added an extra excitement to the mix. As those thoughts flitted though his brain, his cock began to harden and he smiled, grinding gently against Xander's hip.

He felt Xander's chest rise and fall more rapidly as the young mortal gasped for air and went into a slight state of shock.

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Xander struggled to keep his mind clear, he was being drained and his strength was slowly leaving his body. He felt weak and numerous thoughts flew through his mind over and over...

//I'm dying...I'm dying and I never really got the chance to live...// The thoughts were depressing and he shut his eyes.

Questions also ran through his mind and he wished to God that he could speak them, that he could fight back, stall the inevitable...

//How did Angelus come back? What is he doing in Sunnydale? Why me?//

One by one the questions crowded his brain and he felt himself slipping away as the questions came and left...

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Feeling the mortal's pulse slow and the breathing calm down to an almost silent wheeze every few seconds, he pulled back and looked down into the young man's face with an enigmatic smile; his lips were blood stained and swollen from the sucking and his eyes glowed brightly in the dark.

Xander's eyes were still and it was clear that he was going into shock. Angelus frowned and smacked him hard on the face, waking him.

Xander's eyes slowly moved to look up at Angelus. His eyes were blurred with unshed tears, but the questions hovering in them were obvious.

Angelus chuckled deep in his throat as he straddled Xander's hips and looked down into his eyes...

Xander could feel Angelus' hardness against his stomach and his eyes widened slightly in fear and astonishment making Angelus laugh and quickly force his cold lips onto Xander's.

He pulled back a second later and looked into the mortal's chocolate brown eyes. "Such and inquisitive mind. Want me to answer your questions?"

Xander could barely nod. He closed his eyes and swallowed the lump in his throat. He could feel his blood seeping from his neck, covering the ground and dampening his hair and shirt with its red thickness.

When he opened his eyes again he pursed his lips and whispered very lightly, his voice breaking, "Yesss..."

Angelus flashed a predatory smile and slid an incredibly sharp finger nail down the front of Xander's shirt, smiling as the material split into two pieces. He spread the two sides of material away from each other, licking his lips and smiling as Xander's smooth muscular chest was exposed.

"So nice...Angel has good taste," he looked up to see Xander's reaction.

Xander's breath momentarily caught and Angelus sneered as he continued, "That's how soulboy went away, the moron was looking through old photos of the Scooby Gang. He had been really down lately and didn't know what was wrong," he snorted in amusement before going on. "He stopped upon your picture and realized he was in love with you. The sappy idiot was so happy that he had finally realized the truth and the reason he had been so confused lately, that he laid your picture beside him on the bed, imagining you and him together and became ecstatically happy...," Angelus laughed.

He rubbed a hand over the soft, smooth chest before him, searching out every curve of the beautiful body, reveling in the small intakes of breath and gasps as he touched a sensitive spot. He continued the search of skin as he spoke, "See...there's one problem, though. Even if Angel did realize he loved you, he would never tell you -- too afraid of permanently scarring you emotionally to tell...But Angel never did know how to get what he wanted."

Angelus licked a small trail up Xander's chest, up his neck, stopping just below his ear and whispered, "But I do, and I *always* get what I want."

He bit into the soft lobe of Xander's ear and savored the small drops of blood as they fell to his mouth.

As he sucked on Xander's earlobe, licking the rim of flesh, his hand traveled south. His long fingers brushing over flushed skin and down, pausing on a nipple to twist it and smiling as a croaked moan was heard from the weak man under him. His hand traveled lower still, placing a hard caress over a hip before moving down and sliding his hand under the waist band of Xander's pants.

He smiled deviously, "No underwear, Xander? My, my...we are a bad boy," then gasped as he felt Xander's cock harden in his hand, "And a *big* boy..."

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If Xander had the strength he would blush, but at the moment the loss of blood was making him dizzy...or was that the lust that wracked his body?

He was almost angry at Lil' Xander for taking his remaining blood just to betray him with an erection...but the way Angelus was caressing him down there at the moment made him want to thank Lil' Xander, too.

The hand was removed and Xander was now forced to concentrate on the sensations Angelus' tongue was creating on his skin.

Angelus' tongue felt like a cat's on his skin, rough but sweet at the same time, like silk and sandpaper, two textures combined.

He hated himself for the strangled moan that escaped his lips as Angelus once again licked a trail down his chest, stopping to suck on a nipple and nip at it playfully before moving down further.

He dragged his fangs along the contours of Xander's stomach, making small droplets of blood spring to the surface. Xander shivered as the blood was licked away and then groaned as Angelus licked down to his belly button, thrusting his tongue in and out of the hole and then nipping at the skin lightly.

Continuing down he finally reached the button and zipper to Xander's pants.

Pulling the button out of its closure and then pulling the zipper down with his teeth, a slight purr formed in his chest, mimicking the purr of the zipper being opened.

The zipper was opened all the way now, and Xander's cock sprang from its boundaries to hit his cheek, leaving a residue of precum where it met his skin.

Staring into Xander's eyes as his catlike tongue rubbed over the slit at the head of his cock, tasting him, pleased to realize that it's not only saltier than his blood but sweeter, too.

Xander moaned as the sand paper silk of that tongue ran over his cock slowly. Abruptly, the tongue was gone and Angelus was pulling his pants down. Grabbing them at the waist band and lifting Xander's hips in order to help slid them off.

Angelus' hand brushed over the pocket of the jeans and he hissed, feeling the cross through the cloth burning him slightly.

Growling, he ripped the pants the rest of the way off and threw the offending article across the alley.

Xander felt fear consume him as Angelus looked at his marred hand, it hadn't been burned badly, the cloth had blocked most of its power but it still hurt and Angelus hissed, squeezing his hands together.

When he looked back up into the mortals eyes, he saw that the boy was shivering, //In fear? In cold? Probably both...//, he surmised

His eyes glittered dangerously as delicious ideas floated to his immortal brain.

He scraped the marred, rough, skin of his hand against Xander's chest, "See what you did, Harris?"

Xander audibly gulped for air, the pain was growing worse and now that he wasn't sure of what Angelus' next move would be and his heart beat grew even faster.

Angelus clicked his tongue in a 'tsk tsk' fashion, "I think you should be punished, Alexander..."

Xander's eyes widened, //He's gonna kill me, it's all over now, he gonna rip my throat out and watch me die slowly, cackling the whole time at how pathetic my life is...//, his thoughts were cut off as Angelus dragged a nail down his face, trailing it slowly down his neck, then chest..stomach, and finally circling around his cock, never touching it.

Xander was weak but somehow his body found the strength to react to the touch, growing harder and bucking, ever so slightly.

Pain shot down his neck and back as he moved and he forced himself to stay still as the vampire caressed his skin with torturously feather-light touches.

Angelus smiled ferally and climbed up Xander's body, his hand resting over Xander's groin.

He licked the shell of Xander's left ear and squeezed down hard around the hard organ in his hand, smiling as Xander winced and groaned.

"You want me, Harris?"

Xander swallowed air, his throat was dry and he couldn't speak.

"Yes...I know you do.." , The vampire said smugly as he ran his cool hands down the hard shaft in his fingers, smiling as some precum came forth and Xander gasped and moaned silently.

He thrust his tongue into Xander's ear making the mortal shiver. "Tell me you want me..."

Xander tried to speak but all that came out was a mild squeak of a voice.

Angelus stopped moving his hand over the cock and whispered once again into Xander's ear, "Tell me you want me, Harris"

Xander's throat was completely dry, he coughed trying to clear it to no avail. He opened his mouth, it was moving but nothing came out...He stared up helplessly into Angelus' eyes, silently begging for his life, his freedom, and also, silently begging for relief......

Angelus laughed crudely in his face and slid his hand under Xander's head, "You have to tell me you want it first."

When no sound came from Xander, Angelus wrapped his hands into Xander's blood soaked scalp, pulling it back painfully, "Tell me *NOW*, Harris!"

Xander yelped and spoke softly, his voice rough and forced. His teeth clenching from the pain of just speaking as he pushed the words through his abused throat. "I--I want you..Ang-Angelus.."

Angelus smiled cruelly and released Xander's head. "Good..", he said the word simply, before pressing his lips hard against Xander's, teeth gnashing and tongues dueling in an erotic dance of pleasure and pain, seeing how much could be given of each before death ensued.

The kiss left Xander breathless and as soon as Angelus pulled away, Xander reached up, ignoring the pain, and silently asking for more.

Angelus leaned forward, obliging him. This kiss was softer, almost gentle. Angelus thrust his tongue into Xander's mouth, learning every curve of the deep orifice before sucking the mortals tongue into his mouth.

The kiss grew deeper and he began sucking on the tip of Xander's tongue, feeling the pulse rise on the vein under it. He sucked on it one more time before piercing it softly with a fang and drinking the blood into his mouth.

Xander tasted the copper of his own blood and kissed Angelus harder wanting the connection of mouths to never end.

Suddenly the kiss was broken and Angelus moved down his body, wiping his now healed hand down Xander's form and gathering his sweat and precum.

He moved his hand down his own body, slicking his cock with the mixture.

He then started going down Xander's body and licking slowly up and down the back of Xander's shaft. After three long licks he followed the purple vein down and down, reaching his balls and licking down the sacks, and continuing to move down until he reached the small piece of skin that separated his privates from his anus.

He nipped and sucked on the skin, making Xander moan.

His tongue slipped lower and he found the puckered hole. He ran his tongue around it in sensual circles before thrusting his tongue inside of it, once, twice, three times. His hand still lubing his cock.

Xander was making shuttered moans now and Angelus pulled back, looking into his eyes, making sure Xander was watching him as he lifted the mortals hips slightly.

He leaned forward, licking around Xander's lips and then kissing him hard on the mouth as he thrust his cock hard into Xander's ass. Burying himself into the hilt in one single push.

Xander yelled out in a croaked voice, he felt as though he was being split in two, and the blood loss was adding a dizzy feeling to the pain.

His legs were feeling numb now, and he barely felt it when Angelus pulled his legs up around his massive body, situating everything perfectly before he started moving into Xander's heat.

He nipped playful at Xander's neck as he began to thrust hard and slowly into Xander's ass. He moaned, flinging his head back as he sunk back into the heat and heard Xander groan in pleasured pain. He pulled out slowly and then swiftly thrust in, pushing himself in hard.

Opening his eyes, Angelus looked down at Xander and smiled.

His thrusts came faster and faster as he pumped over and over again into Xander's deep wet heat.

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Xander watched Angelus' face move as he moaned in pleasure. Xander's mouth was open and he knew it, the site infront of him, the man thrusting into him, wanting him was beautiful. No one had ever wanted him this much and he felt strangely satisfied as Angelus moved inside of him.

He wanted to wrap his arms around the man on top of him, but was too weak to do so and his left side was now completely numb, his body tingling all over from the blood loss.

//It's getting darker// Xander thought as things slowly shifted from pure darkness to color again.

His eyes were focused on the man above him and the world started fading from color to black, color to black..Like a messed up strobe light show, with Angelus' face moaning and contorting in pleasure then back to the pitch black.

He was feeling colder now and knew it was soon going to be all over, //There could be worse ways to die//, he thought as he heard but no longer saw Angelus' pleasure.

Everything was now a dark gray almost black color and he was losing all feeling when suddenly a white heat filled him and he came, moaning Angelus' name in a whispered last breath.

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Angelus came, biting hard once again into Xander's neck and drinking the blood before it became cold. He couldn't hear the mortals heart beat anymore and he gulped the blood down quickly. Within seconds the ambrosia of Xander's blood became cold and he pulled his face back.

He looked down into the glassy eyes of the young mortal and brushed a stray curl away from the boys brow.

He moved his hand away and moved it to his lips, biting down into his own flesh and tasting Xander's blood once again as it now rushed from his body.

He placed his wrist over Xander's mouth and let the blood trickle into the boys open mouth.

Angelus waited a second for the familiar change to happen, and almost immediately it happened.

Xander's eyes turned cat like for a moment and then his pupils went back to round. The brown rim around his dilated pupils glowing faintly.

Angelus smiled down at him and chuckled as the hands flew up to grab forcefully onto Angelus' arm, holding it to his lips and drinking hungrily.

Angelus leaned down to Xander's ear and whispered, "You're mine now, Xander."

*Mine*

*Forever*

Angelus pulled his hand away from Xander's grasp and kissed him slowly, tasting the blood on his lips and smiling.

He pulled back to lay beside Xander and waited as the rest of the change took place.

Xander gasped, writhing slightly on the ground. His back convulsing forward as a tingling pain covered his body. Suddenly a scream was pulled from his lips as his human body was changed to suit the life of a vampire, changed to accommodate the demon that he now was.

Finally he collapsed, Angelus catching him before he hit the hard ground.

Angelus combed his hair back with his fingers, smiling slightly as Xander began to awake to his new life.

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Xander's eyes fluttered open and he took in his surroundings slowly. Everything was so different, the light from the street light was brighter, the sounds of crickets chirping, cars driving by, everything was a million times louder and he momentarily covered his ears.

Angelus smiled and kissed his forehead, "Concentrate...You'll get used to it..just concentrate, you have to teach your new senses to work for you."

Xander pulled his hands away from his ears slowly, concentrating on the night. The sounds of the insects and all things around them calmed down as he focused, he could still hear them loudly but it didn't hurt anymore.

Angelus' soothing voice came from beside him, "Good...Good...Now, concentrate on a noise from far away..what do you hear?"

Xander concentrated and he heard a heartbeat nearby, it sounded so close...

"Hear her? Hear her blood rushing in her body?"

Xander nodded, "She sounds so close"

Angelus nodded, "She's three miles away, maybe four...when you come nearer to her the sound of her heart will get louder, its like a homing beacon."

Xander stared into his eyes and then looked up as he heard a rush in the sky. Looking up he saw a shooting star pass by over head. "I--I"

"You heard the shooting star." Angelus stated and Xander nodded.

The sound of the girls beating heart became louder and he groaned, "I'm hungry"

Angelus chuckled, "Yes, dear one..You shall eat soon..."

Angelus dragged a hand down Xander's naked chest, moving it further down and grabbing his cock, grinning ferally as the organ hardened once more in his grip and Xander moaned.

He ran his hand up and down the shaft, slowly jerking Xander off.

Xander moaned and Angelus moved to his ear, whispering in it seductively, "How do you like your gift? Your new life."

Xander purred and jumped up, rolling them over so that he was laying on top.

Angelus was surprised and his eyes widened but then he smiled and groan as Xander started to move against his own hardness. Thrusting their dicks together and creating beautiful friction.

Xander's face shifted and he now had the visage of his demon as he spoke in low hot tones against Angelus' neck, "Let me show you my appreciation" , his words were half promise of later and half moan as he moved against the Vampire below him.

Angelus thrust up against him, his hands trailing down Xander's back, running his nails down the plain of muscles there and shredding the skin slightly, making beads of blood spring to the surface.

Xander groaned and pressed his lips to the older Vampire's. Kissing him hard and passionately.

Angelus moved his hands further down and gripped Xander's ass, digging his nails into the soft pale flesh and moaning as they thrust faster and faster against eachother, moaning and writhing.

Xander moved his neck and flicked his tongue over Angelus' nipple, licking it and laving at the dark nub before biting down on it and pulling.

A small amount of blood spilled from the nub and Xander sucked on it lovingly, swirling his tongue around the nipple and then moving to the matching nub and doing the same.

Angelus moaned and moved his fingers down to caress the crease of Xander's ass. He slipped a finger into the hole, feeling the muscles contract around his finger and he began to move it, thrusting it in and out of Xander, matching the rhythm of their thrusting. He began wiggling the finger inside to find the prostate.

He found the gland and rubbed his finger gently against it. At that moment Xander Shouted, "ANGELUS!" , and came, spilling his seed between their bodies and biting down upon Angelus' neck.

The sensations filling him were too much and he also so came, his face shifting as he moaned Xander's name in a long hissed purr of pleasure. His semen mixing with Xander's.

Xander let go of Angelus' neck, licking at the wound on his neck as it began to heal.

They were both panting with unneeded breath as the came down from their high. Their faces both sliding back slowly to their human form.

Xander's head perked up as he heard the heart beat again, getting impossibly closer and Angelus chuckled, "Still hungry?"

Xander licked his lips, his face once again slipping to his vampire visage and he nodded down at Angelus.

Angelus smiled and brought Xander's head down to his own, kissing him passionately. Running his tongue over the new fangs and thrusting his tongue inside, meeting and sliding against Xander's in a long kiss.

They pulled back and stood, "Ok, Harris...Let's get a snack and head to the mansion to sleep, sunrise is in three hours..", Angelus said

Xander looked at him, then looked down at his clothes, torn and shredded. He looked up at Angelus growling slightly.

Angelus laughed, "Sorry" Then he shrugged, " Your style was a disgrace anyway..."

Xander leapt at him, pushing him down to the ground, "What's wrong with my style?", he asked in a half growl as he kissed along Angelus' neck.

Angelus smiled exposing more of his neck to his lover as he sucked lightly on his neck, "Nothing..Nothing that cant be fixed..."

Xander laughed slightly and pulled back, "Well, I can't go hunting like this..." , he moved his hands,, indicating his naked body.

Angelus licked his lips, "I don't see anything wrong with it"

Xander threw his hands up in the air and muttered under his breath.

Angelus stood, and walked up behind him, kissing his shoulder, "It would be great, for the element of surprise..."

Xander whimpered as he felt Angelus' hardness renewed against his ass and he began to grind his hips back into the hardness.

Angelus pulled back, "We have to be patient...We'll have much more fun at the mansion, I have many toys" , Angelus smiled mischievously at his lover and went to grab his clothes, dressing slowly.

Xander watched him appreciatively, biting his lip softly.

Angelus picked up his long leather duster and handed it to Xander, "You can wear this..."

"Great just great....Now I look like a flasher!"

Angelus snorted in amusement and walked out of the alley, slowly being trailed by Xander as they went to find the person the loud pulse belonged to and claim her for supper.

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I am already planning a sequel, if you like, I'll write it..and it will explore evil vamp xander more...