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~ LADYBLUE2OOO ~

~ The Song Playing ~ Is Somewhere In Time ~ From The Movie ~ Somewhere In Time ~ The Most Beautiful Movie ~ I Have Ever Seen ~ My Dream Since That Day ~ Is To Be Able To Love Someone ~ And ~ For That Man To Love Me ~ In That Same Way ~ That The Man In The Movie ~ Loved That Woman ~ I Will Always Have That Dream ~ Even Though I Know Now ~ That Will Never Happen For Me ~ For I Believe ~ That God Has Something Else Planned For Me ~ I Will Pray To God ~ From Heaven Above ~ That It Will Happen For You ~ To You ~ From Me ~ With Love ~ Arlene ~

Arlene_Me On The Left
My Sister Carol On The Right. Who Is One Year Younger Then I. As We Were As Children. My Favorite Picture Of Carol And I

Try Not To Laugh To Hard, At The Broken Blinds,
And The Fan, That Looks Like It's Going To Fall On Top Of My Head ( ROFL )

~ May The Angels In Heaven ~ Watch Over You ~ And Keep You Safe ~ From All Harms Way ~

LET GODS LOVE
INTO YOUR HEART

I Live For My
"DREAMS"

"May You Always Live For Yours"

~ Would You Like To Play Pool ~

"I Love Playing Pool"

I Wish I Still Had This Pool Table

~ Isn't This Little Mouse Cute ~ When I First Saw Him ~ I Couldn't Stop Laughing ~ It's Better To Laugh With Someone ~ Then To Laugh At Someone ~

~ Don't I Look Happy Here ~

Just One Of Those Nights,
Just Came Home From A Night Out Dancing.
Reality Hit Me, I'm Still Alone

To The Men Who Have Misunderstood The Meaning Of The Words Above
I'm Respectable, I Don't Bring Any One Home
Just Disapointed That I Didn't Meet Anyone

~ Let Gods Love ~ And the Love Of Good Friend's ~ Help You Through Those Lonely Nights ~ Thats Why I Could Never Give Up Being On Line ~ There Is Always Someone Willing To Talk ~ And Listen ~ To Help Me Through Those Lonely Nights ~ As They Will Help You ~

There are two other pages of pictures at the bottom of this page.Click into the white roses and you will be on my next page of pics. There will also be written is my age. There are two pictures missing from this page.I trusted Photo Point to keep my pitures safe. Especially because I paid for it. Photo Point vanished from the web.

And my pictures missing went with them. I was told from a news group that I might be able to get my pictures back. I pray that is true. For if it isn't. Those pictures will be lost forever. They were the first pictures I put on line from my cam corder. I accidently eraced them

I have a hard time to admit to my real age. Not because I look a lot younger then I am. But because the little girl in me, Is a bigger part of me, Then the adult in me. You see.

The little girl in me had to be an adult at a very young age. She had to protect my mind from a lot of things going on around me. She still tries to protect me now. I am an adult when I need to be.

But most of the time, Especially if i'm by my self, Or with a man that I can feel safe with and have feelings for. I'm just a little girl in an adult woman's body. A little girl that is very often misunderstood by a man. A little girl , A very big part of me, That God taught me to love

The question most people ask me when they see my pictures, Is why am I alone. If you have read what I have just written, You will have the answer to the question of why after all these years I am still alone. My fear of strange men. Because i was kidnapped as a teenager 17 by a man that molested me and tried to kill me. And molested as a young child age 13.

When i love a man i love too much as someone might think. And their confusion of not being able to understand the little girl that is the biggest part of me. The part that i like the best. I need a man that will love me enough to make me know that i will be safe from other men that could hurt me again. I take medicine to stop the nightmares of my past.


I can't win without you. The question Is do you think there is a chance that I might be worthy of your vote ?



If not that is okay. Because I love you all any way. Because I feel awarded that you cared enough to just visit me



God Bless You All Forever And A Day : )









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