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Is It You That Haunts Me

Is It You That Haunts Me.
Is it you in my nightmares. Is it you that haunts my soul. Is it you that makes my blood run cold. Is it you who follows me everywhere, Is it you who won't let me go.

I pushed you back into my subconscious, So very long ago. Memories of all the horror, That I was told I would eventually be able to let go.

But my dreams of my horror, Sometimes come back to me. And I live through them in my waking hours. And hope and pray that no one can see. Of how much my horrors of the past, And sometimes my presant. Are still hurting me.

For it is because of you that i'm not normal. In the way that I want to be. A way that has kept me from doing so many things, That it makes it so very hard for people to understand me.

For people who are normal. Take it for granted of all that they can do. For even the little things. Are so very hard for me to do. Because of all the fears that I got from you.

I try so very hard to make you go away. Then i'll hear or see something that reminds me of my horrors of my waking night mares of my yesterdays. That tell me that you will always be here with me to stay.

My love and faith in God holds me together. And helps me fight you, My memories of the past. And God tells me to hold on tight to his love and protection. Until the fears and horror of you haunting me, Come to pass. For he tells me that I should know by now that they won't last.

For I know after all these years gone by, I can't stop you from haunting my night dreams, and sometimes my dreams when i'm awake. But there is something that I am sure of. So don't let there be any mistake.

In thinking that you will ever be the cause of my demise. For Gods love has strengthen me, And made me very wise. And that to you should not be a big surprise.

Your a memory that I can fight, And the more love that I give to God, And he gives back to me. The more strength I will have to fight the hurt that you try to give me. And someday I will be free. For the memory of you, I hope and pray, Will someday be.
Forever pain free.

Poem By_Arlene R. Szynal

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