Bah, you guys give me no feed back, which means that I can effectively do whatever I want, and pander not to the indiscrutable masses! Want a revolution, do you?! Well, you won't find one here! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA! (<-Wild internet maniacal laughter.)
Ahhhh. Anywho, the music page actually updated about once a week for those who were paying attention. My soundtrack list thing always changed.
And so I have decided to do this. Here is a song that actually sums up not only how I feel, but how my life has been. If you can't get it from the song, then you are most definately not me. Or even close to the same frequency. Though it does help if you've heard it before.
Oh yeah, its uncensored (of course) too, so if you have problems with that, you suck. Really.
FEAR by Disturbed
"Reject, are you no one, feel ya nothing, you know I bet you think you have a good reason, to be living, in the limelight, of the fortunate ones, you're too weakened, by the poison(!), that they feed you, in the living lie, they don't believe you, talk to no one, trust in nothing, little impotent one.
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be innocent y'know? I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna let them hyptnotize me.
Punk ass, are you listening? Can you hear me? Or are you deaf and dumb to my language? Do the real words, seem to hurt you, well, put 'em up muthafucker, 'cuz I feel it, when I stamp it, on your forehead, so you will never forget that you're a reject, and you're no one, and you're nothing, little impotent one.
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be innocent y'know? I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna let them hyptnotize me. I I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't want innocense y'know? I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna let them hyptnotize me.
Fear awakened, go with it now, and let it overcome you, fear awakened, your mind is racing.
I don't understand why you don't like me, why don't you like me? Am I so different from you? Now, does it scare you, 'cuz I'm able to discern, what to love and what to burn, and I'll add your fuel to the fire now, stand BACK! Brother take your hand BACK! Leave it and I might CRACK, a smile or two so see, you don't judge what you don't understand, and you can't deny what has been given to me. (Damn straight.)
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be innocent y'know? I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna let them hyptnotize me.I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't want innocense y'know? I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna let them hyptnotize me.
Fear awakened, go with it now, and let it overcome you, fear awakened, go with it now, go with it now, fear awakened, go with it now, and let it overcome you, your fear awakened, your mind is racing. Erasing, no!
Hey REJECT! Are you NO ONE!? Feel you NOTHING!? You know I bet you think you have a good reaSON, to be liVING!? In the limelight, of the fortunate ones, y'know?"