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.mind.acid.
retro connection
everything twisting
windup and rewind
let it go
let your self fly
I just wanna get away
from the whole wide universe
connecting with myself
on my own plane of thought
logic train i missed my stop
i just wanna let it go
no more worries
no more fake
i just wanna let it go
for old times sake
just one more chance
retro connection
funny how everything
comes back to
retro connection
let it go
catatonic
electronic
once again
this mind acid taking over me
i dont need a drug
just a brain
come on let it go
let your self fly
no more worries and no more fake
its reality

.storm.
The blue light above
Shines dimly on my face
Raging gray in the distance
I smell it coming
I can feel the fear penetrating my skin
Electricity flows from my fingertips
I am the storm
The rains that pour are my tears
I am one with the sky
As the thunder crashes
I feel it burn
Sound waves searing against my skin
I feel your karma
And I cringe
I push it to the back of my mind
This storm taking over me
In the distance I see a light
Soft and glowing
It is small, but friendly
And as quickly as it came
It disappeared
Taking with it my hopes
And my dreams
So forever I shall remain this storm
I move but my heart stays the same
I am one
Forever
I am one

.tame.
I thought I could hate you
Until I realized love and hate are the same to me
And I'll stay abused until you take me back
I wanted to say I'm Sorry
I'm not apoligizing
I just wanted to hear your voice
It was 14 days out of this pointless life of mine
That I thought I mattered
But now I'm back to being useless
Because half of me is still with you
I knew it would never work
But I wanted so much for you to be mine
I overlooked everything else
Just to be with you
Now I'm paying for it
You're the one that got everything
Face it
You won
You tamed the wild one
And now she's free again
.just.to.die.there.on.her.own.

.recent.
My eyes sting with the haphazard sleepings and insomnia of my recent
days
Every time I try to close my eyes they stay open because I mistake my
own
body for you
And clamber in the darkness to find your hands when I should know by
now
they aren’t there
My head has learned to forget you
But my goddamn heart just keeps holding on
And I know you’re nowhere near me but I still keep thinking
When I open my eyes ill see you, and one of these days…
Memories of you make me sick
I'm constantly always missing your…smile
And the way your hand always found mine
So now I sit at home
Riffs of my guitar reverberating into my heart
And I’ll never fall in love again

.voices.
I sing my truth
my voice is my pride
my dignity
my life
don't take my heart away
its all I have
and if I could react
with intelligence
even in my darkest moods
i would bend
until I break for you
because this game is killing me
and I'll never be the same again
never the same
again