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.gather.

All my thoughts gather inside my head
I wish I could just wake up dead
And curl up next to myself
And wonder what its like

I wont notice any pain
Hunger or sorrow
Ill have finally found someone to love

If I woke up one day
And the whole world was gone
Would I miss you
More importantly
Would you miss me?

Everyday the knot is getting tighter
Harder to pick out
Someday its gonna strangle me
And ill be sprawled out alone
Feeling so sublime and obscure

If I woke up one day
And the whole world was gone
Would I miss you
More importantly
Would you miss me?

Would we miss me?

.addicted.
In this life I am petrified
And you destroy my confidence
You ask me where we go from here
And when I leave you say you miss me
And that you love me
And please will I come back
And here I have found you
with your head up your ass in an alley
wishing for something you could listen to besides
the beating of your own heart
you don’t miss me
you don’t love me
you only want what you cant have
well I'm better then that
no more love on the back porch
with the broken lamp swinging in the wind
the duct taped benches giving us away
no more hands around your waist making you feel comfortable
I don’t need your pain
I don’t need your pain
If I didn't love myself, I wouldn’t have left you
And now I see your antagonizing nature drives me insane
So ill let you lie here
with your head up your ass in an alley
wishing for something you could listen to besides
the beating of your own heart
and with a kick of my foot
ill walk away
and leave you to cry
because damn this feeling is good
revenge tastes like candy and cocaine
and I'm addicted

.loser.
I love you
I miss you
Ill never get over the fact that you are gone
Moonlight will swamp me
And ill always remember the nights we spent alone
This terror is breeding and lives shady deep inside my heart
Im crying
Im bleeding
Im not over the fact that you are gone
Im left alone
So alone
While the wild shine while they can
Im left alone
So damn alone
Emptiness fills my void
Im crying
Left crying
Im bleeding
Made to bleed in your
Strict memory
Ill let myself loose
In the depths of my hell

.waiting.
I found the guy I love
He just hasnt found me yet
ive discovered my meaning in life
but he hasnt noticed me staring at him from across the room
ill flirt with the wrong one
but ill be looking at him the whole time
when i see him i cant seem to breathe right
or see straight
I always seem to stumble
I only fall when hes not looking
or even worse when he looks into my eyes
so for now
i have seen the man of my dreams
im just waiting for him to see me
.cant.escape.
I try to run and hide from you
but everywhere I turn
Something reminds me of you
my hate is diluted
With the love I still have for you
Still I try to run away
I try to get rid of you
Like you got rid of me
And I'll succeed
Or die trying
Prepare my funeral
And when I die
.i.hope.your.the.only.one.not.crying.

.perfect.stranger.
Put on a happy face
Thats what they say
Put on a happy face
and maybe they'll all think I'm okay

I'm just tired of your excuses and your manipulations
trials and tripulations
knock me down
trip me up
unless I smile and shine for you

So I'm not a beam of sunshine
I'd prefer a cloudy day
at least
I've got character
So I cant swim 1000 laps to save my ass
But I'm no damsel in distress

I'm just tired of your excuses and your manipulations
trials and tripulations
knock me down
trip me up
unless I smile and shine for you

Just because I frown and have dark hair
doesnt mean
I'm not happy
So knock me up and lock me down
I'm just the perfect stranger

Your excuses and your manipulations got to me
your trials sent me to jail
your tripulations and your apathy
will do me good
I'll stay here lying on the floor
begging you to beat me more
come on
is that all you've got?
Knock me up and lock me down
I'm just the perfect stranger

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