Do you even notice when I’m gone
Do you even notice when I walk by alone
Do you
Do you even care?
Care less for me then I for you
I’m fading
Back in to my black hole
Im breaking
Im scared back into what I never wanted to be
Silent tears cried in the nights
Cant I see your face once again?
Do you even notice when I’m gone
Do you even notice when I walk by alone
Do you
Do you even care?
Care less for me then I for you
Calling out in fear
Fear that I have lost to everyone
Felt underneath the pressure
Im so sure
Blatant sarcasm lost its touch
Outright
I had a dream about you
A night or two ago
Where I loved you
But you stabbed me in the heart
And twisted till it bled
I bled more then every before
You were my best friend for such a long time
And I never imagined it could end up like this
With me walking hand in hand with death
And you sleeping in your consciousness
.look.around.
Around the corner
Just like everything else I want
But it’s getting around the sharp edges that phases me
If you meet me halfway
I'll get it right this time
I wont push you away
This time ill get it right
This wont be easy
But I'm not letting you go again
Speak softly
But put the stick down
You’re not going to defend yourself from me
If you meet me halfway
I'll get it right this time
I wont push you away
This time ill get it right
Maybe you don’t hear me yet
But ill be screaming to you till I break through
I'll call it from the rooftops if I have to
But keep looking around
Maybe one day your eyes will land on me
If you meet me halfway
Ill gets it right this time
I wont push you away
This time ill get it right
I promise I’ll get it right this time
.all.for.it.
As emptiness reigns in my heart
All I’ve gone through
Seems only worth it
If I can be standing next to you
The hatred
I can only wish
Replaced my pain
I its only my wish that I could hate you
Yet wishes become dreams
And dreams are lost in the night
And for all the lost dreams
To be collected
Would be my world
If it would bring me one step closer to you
I can only wish
For my dreams
Of you and I to be kept
safe within my mind
But my mind
And my heart yet again
Disagree
So I can say I’m sorry
But I can’t imagine
You would understand
I can only wish
For my dreams
Of you and I to be kept
safe within my mind
But my mind
And my heart yet again
Disagree
I can only wish…
Why do my head and my heart always have to disagree?
.eternity.can.wait.
It’s been so long
So long since I have been strong
This weakness I can feel
The memories that flood me
Baking in the sun
Mystic reveries
Black hole brain lapses
I want to forget
I try to forget
Forget you
Forget the weakness you instilled in me
Forget the days I wasted on you
I forget you
I forget you
Run away
Run away from what I'm made of
Run away from what I am thinking
Blank out my mind
No more thoughts
My clean mind only lasted so long
Forget you
Forget the weakness you instilled in me
Forget the days I wasted on you
I forget you
I forget you
I have a time machine
It lives in the back of my brain
This little time machine of mine
Yea it takes me away
Takes me away
To when I can
Forget you
Forget the weakness you instilled in me
Forget the days I wasted on you
I forget you
I forget you
And I have forgotten you
Regained my strength
Forgotten the weakness you instilled in me
Learned to accept the days I wasted on you
I forgot you
I forgot you
Forget me
Eternity can wait