I took time to go to the this black college greek steppin
Friday May 17, 2002
"Hey New Yawka...psh"
I took time to go to the this black college greek
steppin' show with a friend of my sisters since she begged me to go so bad. She
was like let's just go for like a lil' bit and then go grab a bite to eat..
The funny thing to me was, of all the people I saw from the black college greek
show that I knew of from school (because I was neighbors with like 4 black
sorority girls at my school apt (dorm) even tho they all moved out like 4 months
ago and we werent friends we seen each other go in and out and
occasionally speak das it cuz I dont desire to be friends with my neighbors
unless it oddly happens)- all but one said to "Hey girl wassup?"
"How are the kiddies?" And my answer, over and over, was
"yeh...fine". They were lookin at me like they were daring each
other to speak to me in the first place. So by this time I was like eww
whatever' *mental thought* speak to this will ya *birdy* because I heard one of
them sarcastically say afterwards, "Ask her if she still suck d*ck to keep
the lights on". Tryin' to take cheap shots at me because I am a mother of
3. I just gave them a scolding and I was like who she talkin' tho *ghettoness
ready to launch* I was like b!tch please...I know you aint tryna talk about
nobody with...(I aint even gonna go there).
Then I ran into K'. Who I knew I might run into
because I seen him on stage hostin the show. Its been awhile since I've seen or heard from him, but everyone still feels the need to fill me in on him and his activities.
(Everyone= his sister and his cuzin' who both worked in the bookstore at my
school) I wonder do they do the same for him of me... I had almost managed to get
him out of my mind but he spoke to me on the way out. I hadn't seen him before he spoke, and when he did all he said was "Hey
New Yawka" with that damned smile of his; I might have managed to say "Hi"
back if his smile didnt say it for me. Geez' he got a kool-aid smile for days..
K' is the type of guy who's totally out of my league... Allow
me to elaborate *clearin throat* Top 5% of his class with having an above
4.0GPA, totally athletic and loves all sports, he was all tryin to be Im the
best (attitude), likes nothing but white women but he claims mixed girls are
(Uhh...okay Mr. I can give up the ham, red meat, pork, sistas but not
the white woman) I mean you aint gotta put all the sistas in the world down
because you had a bad experience or two. He said really disturbing things about
black people like he's insecure,lost and misguided. We had a good discussion,
you know me I had to lay it on him, the knowledge. Im not sure if he was
listening but I said everything I needed to say because cya latah alligata lol.
Then he had the nerve to tell me that my mother is thought of as a whore. He
goes all white women who get with black men are considered whores. I said wait a
minute NOW, are you tryna....say...my mothers a whore? He goes OH GAWD NO, Im
just saying. I said oh this is one of your bias statements again. I said first
of all my mother is not white and she's definitely not no damn whore. Then he
goes your really white since your fathers white. I said look here buddy, I am of
both races just as a black person maybe. I dont know of any solid black people
besides the ones in Africa. Another thing, listen closely...when you get your
mind right'...come again. Then I think that T'ed him off because he shut up for
a longtime then said he left. He was just shootin' up all kinds of smoke signals
that he was oh so not my prince. Besides sayin' hey New Yawka das all he said as
he kept walking. Not that I wanted him to stop...but I jus said
"O...hey!" So he got the hint I guess. And oh! gawd..this boy
bragged so much I got intoxicated by hearin it and its significance to him and in my life has very little to do with
me ever liking him anymore.
I was with my sista's friend (okay her name is A' so I
dont have to repeat "susssterrr's friend"). A' is like a surface
friend I guess one could say. We dont go "deep" but she's cool though,
very funny I might add. Not sayin' she cant be a deep friend but its cool as is. A' has this obsession with athletic black frat guys
right? We went over her friends house where he shared his place with 3 other
frat guys and one of them happens to be K, yes. None of them acted like K,
though. They were way cooler. A' and her friend left somewhere to who know's
where, prolly goosin into the nite and leaving me there with K,sigh (nah jk! she
aint loosy goosy like that I dont think?) Eh, anyway. It was nearing midnite and
K invited me upstairs in this house and we all alone in it! So we walk upstairs
and here he goes again with that darn braggin'...tellin me about everything in
his room and how he earned this and that. *mental though* when you gonna shut up
man. So he turns on some rap music and tries to get me to dance with him. (This
is like my 3rd time seeing him in my life right and talkin to him for less than
30 minutes each of those 2 previous times).
I was sittin in this chair by his computer and he forces
me to get up and Im like please stop! stop...so he tries to wrestle me and Im
like wait one minute there sucka! I am too hip to this game, you want me
to hit you, so then we play fight, and end up in your bed...e-yeh whatever man!
He was like damn why you such a stiff neck?! I guess he was hintin' out why dont
you flirt with me!! I just said I cant dance man (even though I can dance when I
want to). Then he pushes me on his bed anyway and laughs. Im all light weight so
I go flyin onto his bed like a pair of gym shorts lol (so embarassing). So he
just crashes on top of me and Im like geeet off right now. So he does and turns
the music off and goes man I was just playin wit you girl. I said *sarcastic
voice* O..is dat right. Then he wants to go downstairs since that card has been
flipped to No. Soon as we get downstairs I think he was setting me up for my
ultimate punishment. He let his 3 rottweilder (mispelled?) dogs into the house.
Soon as they seen a blur of my face from around that corner...they were
like..ERR... RUFF !!!!!!RUFF !!!!!!RUFF!!!!!! lol etc etc...I screamed for my
dear life as they ran to capture them a 4 piece dinner of my legs and limbs. K'
was dyin laughin on the floor, I swear his face turned apple red from his light
complexion and so did mine as I was scared for my dear life. I ran and jumped on
top of his kitchen counter as his 3 dogs surrounded me and tries to jump up on
the counter. I was so frightened! Oh my gosh...no joke. I started cryin' I sure
did because one of them had my shoe in its mouth and I tried to kick it away.
Then he saw me cryin and came to get the dogs and put them back in the backyard.
I said man, thats it...take me home! I didnt say nuttin for awhile, neither did
he, I just had this I hate you look on my face. Then he goes aint your girl
takin you home I mean she brought you here. I just said dont say another word to
me puh leeze. Then his other roomie strolled in and noticed the tension. I
walked outside. I guess he relayed the story to his friend. His friend came
outside to talk to me. I explained to him that he doesnt have the maturity yet
to know how to treat his lady company. His friend was like he just like to clown
a lot but he's not a bad person. I was like yada, yada, yada...take up for him
if you want to. Right now, I hate his guts and I wanna go home. Then he goes I
will take you home if you want. So he takes me home...and when he drops me off,
he tried to get my number. I was like*thinkin* sigh...Id be damned if I was to
have a reason to go back to that house again.So he aint get it. I did ask him to
please tell A' Im home safely and I will catch up with her later or
something...Whew, I was so happy to see my house...