thoughts run wild in my head
like a Choo Choo Train with no brakes
bye bye good mental health
hello Migraine and Bellyache
RUNAWAY TRAIN of thoughts
12.13.00
I try, I try but I just can’t/ shut off these stupid voices in my head. WHAT IS THE MEANING OF LIFE?/
WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO WORK? is there a parallel universe? WHAT IS MY FAVORITE ROCKSTAR DOING RIGHT NOW? is it fair to psychoanalyze writers based on their writings? WHEN SHOULD WE LET GO OF OUR HEROES? at what point should I start wearing practical shoes? SUICIDE IS NOT AN OPTION? why do people have to peee? why am I writing these STINKY QUESTIONS? will I ever get an answer before I die? IS PLAGIARISM A CRIME? why are some poor and some rich? WHY DID VINCENT CUT HIS EAR? scratch that. I think I know why. WHY DO I HAVE A WEBSITE? why did he dye his hair blond? WHY IS KID A MESSING WITH MY HEAD? why can’t I stop hearing hallelujah? QUESTIONS QUESTIONS vomit vomit. questions questions VOMIT puke.
these are the thoughts that keep me awake at nights when caffeine wins over cough syrup.
12.15.00
i have nothing to say today.
12.19.00
downwards and downhill/ DOWNWARDS AND downhill. down and down and down and down wards and downheel.
12.30.00
almost 2000 and 1. HAPPY NEW YEAR invisible peepul!!!
so...what is art? how do you grade art? what's the importance of art in the whole scheme of things? what is the purpose of art?
go fly in the air/
1.28.01
this page needs to disappear. i'll make you invisible.
soon
4.15.01
I want.
to be superhuman.
I want to possess the ability to fly. I want to hover over houses and view all the lonely people. to peek into their windows. Quiet. Unseen. Understand every gleam that passes through their eyes.
I want to know why the soul seeks beauty.
I want to be able to report a clear account of what transpires inside the trappings of the human heart. to meet head on with the monstrosities that corrupt the language. To be Theseus, and walk the great labyrinth of the mind.
I want to transcend. Radiate. Inside a Forest room. hold the river. with one swipe, Grant it wings. Rearrange the planetary alignment. See the sun with my profound Eye. I want to be Superhuman. I want to Transcend. I want to move all of Nature's living things at will, with my dying voice.
